Trapped

What you have done to me has destroyed me for life.
Yes, I have moved on and I have made a life with my husband and children.
But just because I have moved on doesn't mean the torture you put me through stopped.
It still haunts me to this day.
The things you said and did to me and my son. I never thought anyone could break me the way you broke me. I'm forever lost of who I am, and who I should be. Forever feeling like I'm in a cage and trapped...the weight the feeling that comes over me at any given time without warning is so unbearable...too embarrassed to face it...or give in. Forever ashamed of myself for putting my son and I through such misery. The guilt, the pain...the trauma never leaves. Yet here you are...living life, free.