Judged

No matter what happens
I always seem to be the one at fault.
In my marriage, as a parent, as a daughter, as a mother, as a friend...
I just can't seem to get anything right.
If I don't help, I'm to blame. If I do help I care too much, need to stay out of it...
I just can't seem to get it right.
So I sit back and watch and listen...become quiet...cut off to my friends and people.
Then I get questioned and judged and talked about for going quiet...
Why can't people just let me be. Let me be myself. Let me be me...let me love let me care let me do whatever.
Why is it bothering them?
Constantly judged and having people tell me what I should and shouldn't be doing.
I'm so lost in this world called 'life'.
I just want to be me.