The fight

You have taken all that you can
Came in and destroyed every part of my memories.
You fight with me over and over again
The pull you have over me is taking my mind over
Little by little...
I'm drowning...I'm weak and you are consuming my everything.
Day in and day out...you won't stop.
I beg you stop, you're destroying me.
My life...please stop.
I told you I was done with you...but yet you keep coming back.
You tell me I'm worthless, I'm stupid. You make me hate myself and life...
You push and push and I fight and fight. But I feel you're winning...
So loud...you're so loud. I try to block you out but you scream louder, dig deeper.
So much noise...just stop the noise.
I need quiet...please be quiet.
Please...can anyone hear?
I need to drown you out I'm pushing back, I'm screaming I'm running but you're still there...
Punching, kicking...can no one else hear this?
Help me...please help.
Make the noise just stop...
No one can hear, no one can help me...
They say they don't understand
To move on and get over it...
Everyone goes through it...push passed it.
How I ask...?
Excuses...always excuses...they say...
Tell me what's wrong...you tell them...but still they don't understand...
Day in and day out...I tell them this noise...this loudness just make it stop...it never stops.