I wrote this so i wouldn't scream.

I wrote this
because it was the only thing I could do,
the only way to feel okay.

I wrote this
because everything hurt,
because I was in despair �"
only to bottle it up,
just another facade,
another lie
to avoid the truth.

I wrote this
so I wouldn't scream,
so nobody would end up hearing me hurt,
so I wouldn't end up crying.

But maybe
this is the scream �"
a scream to the heart,
a scream
only I could hear.