Today I am Alice

I cant remember clearly if it did or didnt happen,hazy fog has crept into my mind.That memory that was so special has been melted into a jumbled mess.Walking down the crowed walk way in the airport without bumping into people was the last thing on my mind at the time.Every once in awhile I bumped into someone and muttered "excuse me"and continued on .Every thought that I had was apon you.What was going to happen next was flashing thru my brain,"was he there,would it feel just as I had envisioned it,anxiety took over ,what if he didnt want me anymore,would he feel the same way as he had done before? questions asked but in a half on a second of my life the answers would be known.Scared? Yes.I kept walking, picking up the pace alittle.Well I guessed I would find out soon enough .Months of waiting still hadnt prepared me for this,my heart was racing as only as a runner would know,hope against hope I envisioned the meeting would be all the we had talked about.The walk was long as if every step I took forward was two steps backward.Hell it seemed like I was getting nowhere,people in my way,the long walk way.I heard voices greeting each other but it seemed that they were miles away from me,blurrs in my eyes of movement.My brain was on the extent of overload,one foot in front of the other is all I had to do,but still the question arose,was he there?,would he still care ,would the feelings be the same? .Questions that I needed to know that soon would be answered.Slowly I filed onto the escalator which lead downward,bring me one step closer to my destiny.Down it went and I with it,looking into the crowd I looked for his face ,where was he ,was he truly there? As I stepped off the moving stairs and onto the hard floor of the airport I saw him.Standing there as promised.He was smiling and looked so handsome ,those blue eyes laughing.Quickly I walked  over to him with arms open ,aching for the long awaited embrace that I thought would never come.Arms and bodies embraced,laughing,gentle kisses.All that I had longed for had happened in a second and a half of my lifetime.But my memory fades and shadows grow long and I ask myself ,did it really happen..........