Why all the pain. Don't you love me god?

this is abotu god.

Why ? Do you hate me or something. Did i do something wrong that was'nt right? You put me through so much pain every second of everyday. sometimes i think about ending everything. There's so much pain and i don't want to live with it anymore. I love him and he does'nt love me what am i supposed to do i gave him everything i had, and that includes my heart. Pains really. People say loves real too well if it is why wont you give it me? I fought for him and i cry for him every single time i'm alone. I've cryed in class and in my room alone. Nothing stop's the tears going done except him. Knowing you made it so he would'nt love me ? Why do you want to cause me so much pain. i've done everything and gone to everyone the only person i'm going to now is you. I'm crying and praying please let him love me . I love and believe in you. Please take me out of my pain and let him love me the way i love him :( . </3