Madness

Staring out the window
I'm looking for something to do
It's been days since we said goodbye
And still I only think of you
I know I couldn't take it
Would have torn me up inside
Even though all we do is yell
I miss feeling that alive

You showed me what's it like
To give til there is nothing left
I didn't show you how I felt
I was unworthy of your gift
But I gave when I saw that my fear
Was nothing next to loving you
But it was way too late
And now I've got nothing too

If I could do it again, I'd do it right
But I can't travel through time
I can say all the things I never said
But there's no reason or rhyme
Nothing will change your mind
I had my chance and I threw it away
It makes me sick seeing you with him
Still I hope I see you someday

When he's gone and you're alone
I pray that it won't be long
Until then I'll keep myself occupied
By writing you another song

It hurts to keep thinking about you
But I know that if I don't
When the time comes to try and forgive
Nothing will change that I won't

He may make you happy today
He may be what you need right now
But he won't love you like I do
I hope you see that somehow

Staring out the window
I'm looking for something to do
It's been days since we said goodbye
And still I only think of you