I'm okay

I’m holding onto something

It’s a piece of me

I wonder though

If I should let it go

Do I need every bit of me?

I’ve lived for so long without it

Or is all about compromising

Every bit of me

Do I need to lie to myself to see?

Why my feelings lie to me

If I could have one thing

It would be the senses to know what’s going on

The hard and easy choices

They aren’t making sense

I’m trying to understand the right in wrong

What’s so wrong about wanting to know what’s right?

Why can’t it be simple?

Plain for all to see

Or at least for me

Why can’t I speak honestly?

What it is I’m feeling

My own mood and aura lie to me

The words will not speak truthfully

I’m just playing along

When will the game end?

Therefore, I won’t have to play anymore

I can’t get advice this time

It’s a decision for me

Because I’m going to get the answer I need from everyone else

It’s not the one I want

Therefore, I’ll keep telling myself

Just wait

Keep digging that hole

Deeper and deeper

Till’ the sun can’t be seen anymore

Until life can’t be heard

Let the truth sink in

Understand all there is

Hopefully in your dreams you’ll come out alive

You’ll awaken okay to try again

Wait until the day is right

Learn when to hold on and when to let go

Just be normal without feeling normal

Just come out of that hole and be okay

Author's Note

Reviews are appreciated, good or bad! lol

Reviews

[Crimson Rose]

i dont like saying the bad things but then again i dont like saying the good. to put it simply and not to be pert so sorry if i am but i feel that it has so many ideas in one poem. you dont have to take my advice. it is just a sugguestion. but please do take that to heart. other than that i can connect to what your saying. i know the feelings your trying to explain.