I don't know me...

 

 

 

I wish I knew myself better

I wish things would make more sense

I wish somebody else knew me

So, they could explain to me

Everything I need to know

Because in this time and place

It hurts to know what I'm becoming

It won't stop

I don't know what to do

I usually can handle myself better

Eventually I won't be myself

What do I do then?

Will I just know?

I don't know...

I don't like that I can't understand myself

I am myself

Why can't I just be one with myself

I'll never know will I?

Maybe someday, it'll come to me

Maybe in a dream

Who knows...?

I hope this feeling ends soon though

Just get rid of al the pain

I want to be myself

No one else

Let me be one like that

I wish for that and that alone

Author's Note

Written from the heart... I know I won't feel like this forever but for the time being I am...