Just stop with me

A very long and unusual poem.

My eyes filled with light

The water circling my vision

Blurring my sight

The cold burns against me

It is the dead of the night

Moreover, I can't sleep

Everything is changing so fast

Everything is dieing so fast

Everything is turning so fast

My flame ran out of fuel

My passion died

The emptiness inside me is cruel and unusual

I dreamed of the day you would die

In the end, I want it

In the end all I can do so is cry

Because I hate you is because I love you

Somewhere in the middle of the day

Somewhere else, people’s lives lightened and grew

I dreamed of this

With eyes full of watery tears

You dieing, and I just wanted to stop it

I want to fall into an explosion

A nuclear explosion

Surround me in the neon beauty

If I fall far enough

Into the nuclear explosion

Then I can die with you too

The night scatters across the sky

The sun gone from all sight

I feel high now

Little by little, the world covered in blood red

I dreamed of the day you die

My face hit by the air

Filtered through the curtains

You speak to me from somewhere

The wind let's you in

Like the moon shines through my windows in the night

I want to fall into an explosion

A nuclear explosion

Therefore, everything will die from color, to black and white

If I fall far enough

Into the nuclear explosion

It is what I wish to do

Every second that goes by

Ticks itself away in my clock

The people who speak to us in this word

Their words mean nothing anymore

Even when you hear them

You hear nothing

They are here still and you can hear them everywhere

In my head though

All I hear is you

Then I want to shout

As I fall of the balcony of my mind

I have reached the edge

I dreamed my life would disappear with yours

Isolated emptiness filed my room and me

The space I once carried

It was now heavy upon me

I just cannot breath anymore

Knowing it is all gone too soon

Then I want to shout

I want to fall into an explosion

A nuclear explosion

I know I'll be gone, everything else with me but you

A day without you

Will never be the same

Where I am, as everything keeps going

 

I just want to stop so,

Will you just stop with me?

Author's Note

This comes from the heart and is very personal; please tell me what you think!

Reviews

[~Shadow Kissed~]

i like it great write :)