Together, We Meltdown, Forever

 

I find it amazing, the fear inside

So please don't approach me

I don't want to meltdown

Not today, not anymore

My body feels like falling beyond the floor

I'm standing but somehow it feels wrong

Maybe it's just you, maybe it's me

Who knows and who really wants to

I just don't want be in the same room as you

I want to get away as fast as I can

Before I meltdown again

That's something we both can't stand

Just when I think, I could grow to love you

I feel shaken away

It isn't you, it's just me

I wish it would end so I could sleep in peace

Right next to your side, I wish I wasn't so shaken by this

Please let it end

Before I have a meltdown in public

For the whole world to see

That something is wrong with me

Just let it go, please my heart, let my mind be

Nothing is wrong with him or me

What other conclusion am I to come to?

Help me just get through

I want to feel your love again

I want the fearful distance to end

I am so scared this is going to be forever

I do not want to be scared forever

I do not want to meltdown forever

I only want you forever

You and me together

Let me meltdown with you

All alone in one room, just me and you

Meltdown to the ground, together

We Meltdown like that, forever

Author's Note

Something I've wanted to get off my chest for a long time so it may seem weird since it's just been sittin' in me growing into this. Tell me what you think plz!!!♥

Reviews

[SM Davis]

Very come here, come here, go away go away. It is difficult to be in love when the other person isn't willing or is unable to reciprocate. However, it has been my experience that when you are feeling unreciprocated emotion toward a person, it is probably because healing withing you is taking place and the other person isn't meant to be a part of your intimate life.