Far from me

I just feel like this person is so close yet so far and it sucks. I wish I understood it better but I don't.

 

There has never been a time

Never been a day

Not a moment

When I have not wondered why

Why you have that look in your eye

Why you touch the way you touch

Why it is you seem so curious to me

I'm so curious about you

The mysteries to me

They are all about you

Wanting to understand

It will never happen

If I could have one moment in your mind

One day to just talk to you

Know why you use the words you use

Understand your train of thought

Why your body seems so cold and distant

When you’re so close to me

I just don't feel it

I just don't get it

I want it

Even though I already have it

I just don't understand it

Maybe I misinterpret it

Maybe it's just you

Maybe it's just me

I wish I understood the way this is

How it will always be

Just one minute to see it

To feel you

To know you

For me to feel like you know

I never understand the look you give me

Why I want to see that look all the time

Why to me it is a paradise from afar

Unreachable beauty

Wish I could feel its touch

When it does touch

It is so silent and it kills me

To know your here

You’re near but from my feel

From the way I hear

The way I see

You’re far from me