Loving no one else but you...

 

To leave a love that does not exist, where I cannot resist

All of these urges to run, to leave and find my way out

I search in hope to see, and I listen in high hopes just to hear something

I want to be with anyone, anyone is better than nothing

To listen to some ones voice, the sound of anything is better than the one of silence

I wish I could find a way out, but somehow I feel stuck

All I need is your help, but I know I will not receive any

I always though you cared about me, but you won't give me a second thought

You left me here, having no fear of what could happen to me

Now I am lonely, how much worse could it be?

I have nothing, no other emotion than to just be lonely

Isn't that torture enough, just enough for you to come save me

Honestly though, I know that all of my hopes for you are just pipe dreams

What I want from you, you never even had in the first place

I'm just wishfully thinking, that this time around it will be different

You came back for me, you come to save me

No one else but you, only you can truly care for me

That's how I would like it to be, I will take life no other way

So all I can do is forever wait, waiting for you to never come

Just when I suddenly think for a moment, that the sound of silence is all I will ever hear again

Somewhere past this loneliness, lingering far I can hear you

I become unsteady at the thought you just might have come for me, it all could not be

However, it was, there you were

Just when thought I would never see your face in daylight again, you let sun shine in on my empty world

I could not wonder why you left anymore; I would not question you with any care to

I was just glad you came here, happy you found me here

You helped me out of this horrid place, and into your life

I thank you for it; I love you as I love no one else.