Confusion

the feelings of a teenage girl... (not quite a poem.. but meh.)

Pain,

so intense it engulfed her body,

almost as if she were a human torch..

getting passed around, from one pair of hands to another.

 

heartache,

Her heart felt torn,

as if she'd been swirled around a dance floor,

her body swaying with teh music..

until her partner tossed her away.

 

Smiles,

She smiles as if everythings fine,

while deep down..

she knows its not.

She misses him, but wont hurt the other male,

afraid of making him feel how she did.

 

Sorrow,

She left him for another,

aware she'd probably cause pain,

yet unable to resist.

She hadn't spoken to him.. forever...

 

Hate,

He hates her for moving onto another,

unwilling to talk things over,

and make things a tad better.

 

Anger,

She rages just as her friends do when he calls her a s**t,

he had no reason to say that...

even if she thinks its a little true...

Everyone's pissed cause of the drama

and feelings hurt...

 

Saneless,

Thoughts are jumbled,

turning every which way..

inside her small head as she tried to think of what to say..

not wanting to hurt him..

she gives him what he wants..

to never talk to him again..

 

Love,

She loves him,

but loves another as well...

She promised her heart to both,

and wont take back that promise..

even if the other doesn't want her heart anymore.

 

She knows she's loved by many,

yet she's still pained..

they'd been together for over six months..

her record..

and promised eachother.. their virginity.

That will never fall through.

 

Yet she still loves them both..

despite the pain they've both caused her

 

Confusion..

He had been playing video-games..

and not talked to her once..

surely that had been a sign..

Yet she never received it..

thinking he was with another female,

promising his life to the other girl..

while there was "none" but her..

 

She felt like s**t,

having been the one to ruin it

after waiting for so long for him to come back..

she had to tear her heart apart..

while making her choice..

to stay with him..

or to go with the other..

whos always there for her..

 

 

 

That.. is the thoughts and feelings of a confused, heartbroken female...

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

Please.. ignore my gramar and the such.. this just. came out of the top of my head..

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