The first of the many

If you could choose an impulse,
what would you want?
To be a sex fiend,
to want to eat all the time?

Me tho,
I don't have a choice,
no,
I am very impulsive,
even though I am getting better,
It is the hardest thing I have ever done,
next to writing it all out.

If I could have an impulse of my choosing,
I would have the urge to make people happy,
but isn't that why I'm here?
Trying to make everyone happy?
Then neglecting myself.

I am writing this to maybe help out those,
who are too far gone to be saved now.
For those tortured souls who never have known happiness.
I would love to tell you that everything will be okay,
but that is up to you,
I am only here to help you along this path.

Drugs,
Depression,
hatred,
fire,
and love...

Author's Note

this isn't something,
that i am fonde about,
no i wish i wasnt writing this,
watch for spelling and vulgar language

Reviews

[Time's The Bond]

Its alright...Makes me think of how "Cold" Reality is...Any hey we got the same name although its not in view my names is Emily LOL