What Happened to Us?

Loss of a best friend

Freshman year not knowing what to expect.

A week later I meet you and I realize it's not that bad.

Got to know each other and became closer than I have with anyone.

 

We did everything together,

hung out almost every day.

Always there for each other. So many laughs.

 

Not facing difficulties for 9 months.

I wish it was still like that to this day.

I want to tell myself I don't miss you.

That I have other friends that are there for me.

In the end I miss you so much.

 

What happened to us?

Did things just spin out of control?

Did we change, not who we thought we were?

You were my sister, sometimes thinking you were me.

 

I have no idea what happened to us,

how we drifted apart.

Remembering how close we were, like nothing could break us.

Then comes a blur, like a huge snow storm.

When it died down, so did our friendship.

 

You have helped me,

have made me into a better person.

I owe you for everything you have done.

 

The last thing I wanted to do was hurt you.

I did and I can't take that back,

wishing that I could.

 

We learn from our mistakes eventually.

Some faster than others, I have learned mine.

All from losing my true best friend.

 

Friends will come and go, but you will always

be my best friend forever.

Even if we really aren't.