Forever and Always...

Would've been a year today,

 a year since we started dating.

time went by, things happened.

 

We thought we wouldn't ever be together again,

surprisingly we thought wrong.

We were together again,

happy as we possibly could be.

 

Anxious for school to start again,

to finally see each other after a long summer.

Going back to what we were before,

making me forget we ever ended.

 

Problems starting to arise again,

difficulty with eating, family problems.

Keeping it in, affecting our relationship.

 

I messed up our relationship again,

hurting you again after promising I wouldn't.

I'm sorry for what i've done.

 

When we ended, for days I felt empty,

so empty I wouldn't talk much during school.

William worried about me in class constantly.

Friends telling me that it's better for me.

 

I kept trying to tell myself that i'm better off without you,

that I can be happy without you and move on.

Everytime I tried I would cry, remembering everything.

 

I miss you,

no matter how much I say I don't,

it's not true.

You were my first love and I will always love you.

 

I can't believe it's already been a year.

Things were amazing for a while,

then things came crashing down.

 

I hope you will forgive me with time,

I have already forgiven you.

I love you and I hope you find the girl of your dreams,

a girl that is better than me.

 

I still feel empty,

hopefully with time I will completely move on.

Even if it does hurt me more in the end.

I love you forever and always. </3