Why?

Did I deserve to be forgotten?

Forgotten by you, my own father?

Just being dropped out of your life

like I didn't even matter to you.

 

Two years I didn't hear from you,

wondering why you were out of my life.

Crying for days and nights.

Asking myself, "Why would you just

leave me?" "Did you ever really love me?"

 

Then things changed.

Crys of sadness turned to crys of hatred,

not caring if you ever came back into my life.

Deciding that I don't need someone like you.

Someone who doesn't care enough about me,

to just leave me so easily like you did.

 

Without any notice you came back into my life.

Finally wanting to be a part of my life.

I distanced myself, not knowing if I could trust you.

Acting like nothing happend, like nothing changed.

I knew that they changed you, not wanting to get close,

thinking you would just leave me again.

 

You knew what you did hurt me,

knowing that I might not ever forgive you.

Just by looking in my eyes, you could tell.

You cryed for my forgiveness, and I gave it to you.

Scared that you might hurt me again.

I guess I just wanted to be a better person.

 

 

Reviews

[watch_the_world]

Aww Hun. I love this it's beautiful and sad. But it's beautiful. You are an amazing person and a talented writer. You are amazing and I love you with all my heart. If u ever need to talk know I'm here for you. Always. Even if it's four in the morning.

[{A}shley {B}lack @-;-]

one word wow! this poem emits real passion and i'm taken aback by the strength of the words you have written very well done I found the structure and the flow of this poem really suited the writing overall a very good poem this is your first piece of work I have viewed I will make sure that I review more as I can expect this quality i'm sure

[Ready To Fall]

Like all your other ones, straight from the heart, sentimental and beautiful, keep up the good work :) Love ya