Torn

Why did everything have to change?

Three years you have been separated.

The first two years I didn't have a father.

If this never happend, would I have had

a father in my life those two years?

I feel like I am being torn apart.

Not knowing what to believe.

You tell me one thing,

the other tells me another thing.

I'm like a ragdoll being tossed back and forth,

switching from one house to the other.

It's all about the money to you two.

Most of the time all I feel like is a prize.

It kills me knowing we will never be a family again.

As I look at pictures of us as a family, it breaks my heart.

Knowing that can never be us again.

Still to this day it kills me,

having to realize you two don't love each other anymore.

I just want this to be a bad dream,

but that isn't what this is.

This right here is called life.

Life brings you to bad times in it,

this is one of them for me.

Being a family again is a dream,

that will never come true.

 

 

Reviews

[watch_the_world]

I love this hunny this is beautiful. XD
I'm so sorry :(

[Ready To Fall]

"Being a family again is a dream,
that will never come true." One day, I'll change that :) But amazing poem, I love the feeling behind it, it comes from the heart :)
I'd suggest going from "This right here is called life.
Life brings you to bad times in life," to "This right here is called life.
Life brings you to bad times in it," just a small suggestion to make it flow better :)