Let Me Lay Here Gently

This is actually meant to be song lyrics I want to work on eventually..... If that ever happens.

I don't have a thing left to eat, so I make some tea

and it's all that I have left so just please bear with me

I reach down and take a drag and I feel more at ease 

Anxiety, don't stay with me.

My right hand brushes against my phone as I wait

For a smile, a change or something in life I can take

My own hair feels like it's tangled, and heavy with weight 

I look so bad, make no mistake.

(Chorus)  

Let me die now, let me die so gently

I did wrong now, and my skin's so scarred;

I can't live with this

Let me sleep

As my skin turns dull and bleeds...

My eyes snap shut as the morning greets me

Through the blinds, even though I try to 

I cannot see 

'Cause all I know is hazy...

Every day is just another fantasy to me,

All the friends I had I no longer know, don't you see?

Even though I can reclaim all that's precious to me

I give up-I'm just too busy

Oh my family, my life, I did once have it all 

But I didn't try my hardest when it was my call 

I can longer stay proud of all that I am

I don't have much left in my hands...

(Chorus)

Let me go now, Let me sleep here forever

My limbs are numb and my eyelids flutter 

I eat some fruit, fall in bed, 

Then I drift right off to sleep

Let me believe; Let me be deceived now 

While I'm up here on the breezy ledge 

The winds blows a while

I have no wings left to fly...

Why must I fall right now, right where I am?

Just like how the world now wants to leave me alone?

Why am I feeling all that I feel?

Let me die now, Let me die so gently 

I did wrong now, and my skins so scarred;

I can't live with this

Let me sleep

As my skin turns dull and bleeds

My eyes snap shut as the morning greets me

Through the blinds-even though I try to

I cannot see

It just won't let me...

Just like that day, just like that day forever

As my tears fall I will keep on grieving

Wait what is this??

There's no way I can heal

I don't expect to be healed

Just let me disappear

I will now disappear... 

Reviews

[Gabby Nieves]

I remember this in so many lights of nostalgia

[Orlando Wynn]

I have to be the biggest f****t alive