Driving Me To Frenzy.

A Chapter by Mickey Hyde

My own eyes drifted close, and I slowly placed my mouth on hers, feeling her warm lips upon mine, and her sweet breath mix with my own. Her kiss was unbelievably sweet, and very soft. I never thought it'd be like this, feel like this. I felt a shock rush through the both of us, and I knew that we were both lost together. Her hand tangled into my hair, and tugged lightly, urging me on. <br /><br />

Smiling into the kiss, I gladly did.<br />

(End of Seth's P.O.V.)

(Jamie's P.O.V.)

The way Seth kissed me was intense. There was such urgency in the way his lips moved over mine, the way he held me close to him. The touch of his lips on mine felt incredibly soft and sweet, his mouth warm just like the rest of his skin. I've never felt so wanted, needed even.

It was my first kiss, and I felt very inexperienced. Part of me wondered if this was his first as well, and the other part of me simply didn't care. There was a swimming feeling of warmth building in the pit of my stomach that sent a heated chill down my body. This was all new to me, every tingle, every feeling and every touch was new. I loved the closeness. And I wanted more. I tried to pull myself closer to Seth using his shirt and stood on the tips of my toes to lean up to him, falling even more into his kiss.

The grip on my waist softened and tugged me closer, and happily I did.

Not once did our kiss break, not once did our hands break away from one another.

It was as if he were awakening something in me, and I was exploring all these feelings that had been hidden from me.

For a moment I thought of how he was feeling, if this had meant anything to him. I wondered if this feeling I had was coursing through his body, through his mind too. Did my kiss mean as much to him? Was I doing this right?

I felt so childish with that thought, and it made me smile as I kissed him, and he must've felt it because I felt him smile aswell. Usually, his smile was so shy, and innocent. And even though I couldn't exactly see, I felt as though his smile was confident, as if his smile was made for me. So many days I had watched that smile bloom across his face, shy to show anyone, yet I was allowed to see.

And now, I was actually allowed to feel.

I felt us moving. Where, I didn't know. I think we were slowly spinning, or maybe that was my mind?

I felt myself slowly and gently being pushed against the wall, his arms never letting me go.

I felt a sudden urgency in myself, something telling me that I needed more, and it must've gone through him too as he kissed me harder.

Just as our kiss was developing into something more, there was a quick knock at my door, and I herd it swing open.

"Ahh, my sweet! You must try this new sa-"

Both me and Seth broke apart quickly, and Seth stepped away from me, his head hanging low. I felt dissapointed that the feeling had been taken away, that our kiss had ended, and as I looked towards the door and saw our chef, Corey standing there, I felt embarrassed and incredibly shy.

I glaned at Corey one time, he stood there with his eyes a little wide and his mouth open just a bit with surprise splashed across his face. A wooden spoon in one hand a small cooking pot in the other. I noticed some kinda of orange sauce that smelt amazing, but surprisingly I wasn't exactly hungry for food.

I looked back at Seth, who was now looking to the right, making sure not to make any kinda of eye contact with me. His cheeks looked a bit pink, as if embarrassed himself.

"Um...." What was I to say? I looked at Corey, and he must've gotten the hint.

"Ahh, yes. I was just uhh.." he looked around the room and then cleared his throat, feeling awkward just as Seth and I were. He didn't finish whatever it was that he was going to say, but instead put the wooden spoon back in it's pot and closed the door.

As soon as Corey had left, it felt as though the room were even more heavy with some kind of tension. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Seth shove his hands into his pockets and look down to the floor.

Maybe he was already regretting what happened. That thought hurt a little it, and I hated to think if that were the truth.

For a while, we were both quiet, just standing there in the middle of my room. I felt as though I should've said something, anything but nothing came to mind.

Finally, just as I were about to say something along the lines of "Sorry.", Seth said something. He glanced at me and then back to the floor again. "I should probably head back to the treehouse.." He said, and for a moment I thoughtI had heard the slightest hint of dissapointment in his voice, and I thought that maybe he didn't really want to go, but decided against it.

"I'll drive you home." I said looking at him. I was hoping that he'd say 'Nevermind' or anything really. I didn't want him to leave. But with what happened and the embarrassment that followed, part of me wanted him to go. He looked up at me again, and this time our eyes locked.

As always, I fell into his green-blue eyes that always had a way of capturing me. I expected him to say something else, and I felt a sudden rise of hope leap into me. But he didn't.

Seth stared at me, into me. I stared back, meeting his intense look. He simply nodded and looked away.

And I did the same..

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