Love,Death,Broken Hearts

It’s hard watching you slip away.
Not knowing what will come next.
It’s hard knowing your not a hour away.
It’s hard knowing your not down that dirt road.
It’s hard knowing how much it hurts.
It’s hard knowing why you did what you did.
It’s breaks my heart that I broke yours eight years ago.
It’s hard you pulled the trigger.
I question why you did it the way you did.
You slip away into the darkness.
You believed in God and the Bible.
Yet you did what you did because you were tired of hurting.
You should of called me like you always did.
I miss hearing your voice.
How much you loved me.
Miss telling you I love you to.
Every comment you gave me.
You loved hearing my voice.
How soft I speak.
How beautiful I am.
I miss you my love. The man that swept my heart away.
Why not rip my heart out why don’t you.
You left a lot behind.
I move forward like I always do.
This game of death we play in life is no old friend of mine.
I know this feeling way to will.
I’ll brush it off and live my life and enjoy it the best I can.
I love you my old friend my long time best friend. Our love is like Romeo and Juliet two people that can’t be together in this life time maybe in the next we will. You were my love and I’m sorry I could not stay in that run down town. I have bigger dreams to chase and a different life I wanted.
Rest In Peace. I’ll love you forever.