Heretical Sonnets by Michael R. BurchA Poem by Michael R. BurchSonnets by Michael R. BurchThese are sonnets by Michael R. Burch. Many of these sonnets are "heretical" sonnets in that they disobey the rules of orthodox sonnets and return to the original definition of "sonnet" as a "little song." Included are Shakespearean sonnets, Petrarchan sonnets, Spenserian sonnets, blank verse sonnets, free verse sonnets and experimental sonnets. May Corona There was a moment
The Poet's Condition by Michael R. Burch for my mother, Christine Ena Burch The poet's condition (bother tradition) is whining contrition. Supposedly sage, his editor knows his brain's in his toes though he would suppose to soon be the rage. His readers are sure his work's premature or merely manure, insipidly trite. His mother alone will answer the phone (perhaps with a moan) to hear him recite. Catullus LXV aka Carmina 65 loose translation/interpretation by Michael R. Burch Hortalus, I'm exhausted by relentless grief, and have thus abandoned the learned virgins; nor can my mind, so consumed by malaise, partake of the Muses' mete fruit; for lately the Lethaean flood laves my brother's death-pale foot with its dark waves, where, beyond mortal sight, ghostly Ilium disgorges souls beneath the Rhoetean shore. Never again will I hear you speak, O my brother, more loved than life, never see you again, unless I behold you hereafter. But surely I'll always love you, always sing griefstricken dirges for your demise, such as Procne sings under the dense branches' shadows, lamenting the lot of slain Itys. Yet even amidst such unfathomable sorrows, O Hortalus, I nevertheless send you these, my recastings of Callimachus, lest you conclude your entrusted words slipped my mind, winging off on wayward winds, as a suitor's forgotten apple hidden in the folds of her dress escapes a virgin's chaste lap; for when she starts at her mother's arrival, it pops out, then downward it rolls, headlong to the ground, as a guilty blush flushes her downcast face. Memento Mori by Michael R. Burch I found among the elms something like the sound of your voice, something like the aftermath of love itself after the lightning strikes, when the startled wind shrieks... a gored-out wound in wood, love's pale memento mori�" that livid white scar in that first shattered heart, forever unhealed... this burled, thick knot incised with six initials pledged against all possible futures, and penknife-notched below, six edged, chipped words that once cut deep and said... WILL U B MINE 4 EVER? ... which now, so disconsolately answer... ----------------N ---EVER. Sunset by Michael R. Burch
for my grandfather, George Edwin Hurt Sr., on the day he departed this life Between the prophecies of morning and twilight's revelations of wonder, the sky is ripped asunder. The moon lurks in the clouds, waiting, as if to plunder the dusk of its lilac iridescence, and in the bright-tentacled sunset we imagine a presence full of the fury of lost innocence. What we find within strange whorls of drifting flame, brief patterns mauling winds deform and maim, we recognize at once, but cannot name. Published by Contemporary Rhyme, New Lyre, The Chained Muse, Age of Muses, Poetry Life & Times, ArtVilla, Motherbird and Word Bird Spring Was Delayed by Michael R. Burch Winter came early: the driving snows, the delicate frosts that crystallize all we forget or refuse to know, all we regret that makes us wise. Spring was delayed: the nubile rose, the tentative sun, the wind's soft sighs, all we omit or refuse to show, whatever we shield behind guarded eyes. Originally published by Borderless Journal Defenses by Michael R. Burch Beyond the silhouettes of trees stark, naked and defenseless there stand long rows of sentinels: these pert white picket fences. Now whom they guard and how they guard, the good Lord only knows; but savages would have to laugh observing the tidy rows. Polish by Michael R. Burch Your fingers end in talons�" the ones you trim to hide the predator inside. Ten thousand creatures sacrificed; but really, what's the loss? Apply a splash of gloss. You picked the perfect color to mirror nature's law: red, like tooth and claw. Vacuum by Michael R. Burch Over hushed quadrants forever landlocked in snow, time's senseless winds blow... leaving odd relics of lives half-revealed, if still mostly concealed... such are the things we are unable to know that once intrigued us so. Come then, let us quickly repent of whatever truths we'd once determined to learn but lost in these drifts at each unexpected turn. There's nothing left of us here; it's time to go. Less Heroic Couplets: Questionable Credentials by Michael R. Burch Poet? Critic? Dilettante? Do you know what's good, or do you merely flaunt? Less Heroic Couplets: Less than Impressed by Michael R. Burch for T. M., regarding certain dispensers of lukewarm air Their volume's impressive, it's true... but somehow it all seems "much ado." The Humpback by Michael R. Burch The humpback is a gullet equipped with snarky fins. It has a winning smile: and when it Smiles, it wins as miles and miles of herring excite its fearsome grins. So beware, unwary whalers, lest you drown, sans feet and shins! Published by Lighten Up Online Don't ever hug a lobster! by Michael R. Burch Don't ever hug a lobster, if you meet one on the street! If you hug a lobster to your breast, you're apt to lose a teat! If you hug a lobster lower down, it'll snip away your privates! If you hug a lobster higher up, it'll leave your cheeks with wide vents! So don't ever hug a lobster, if you meet one on the street, But run away and hope your frenzied feet are very fleet! The Unregal Beagle vs. The Voracious Eagle by Michael R. Burch I'd rather see an eagle than a beagle because they're so damn regal. But when it's time to wiggle and to giggle, I'd rather embrace an angel than an evil. And when it's time to share the same small space, I'd much rather have a beagle lick my face! Resemblance by Michael R. Burch Take this geode with its rough exterior�" crude-skinned, brilliant-hearted... a diode of amethyst�"wild, electric; its sequined cavity�"parted, revealing. Find in its fire all brittle passion, each jagged shard relentlessly aching. Each spire inward�"a fission startled; in its shattered entrails�"fractured light, the heart ice breaking. Less Heroic Couplets: Midnight Stairclimber by Michael R. Burch Procreation is at first great sweaty recreation, then�"long, long after the sex dies�" the source of endless exercise. Elemental by Michael R. Burch for Beth There is within her a welling forth of love unfathomable. She is not comfortable with the thought of merely loving: but she must give all. At night, she heeds the storm's calamitous call; nay, longs for it. Why? O, if a man understood, he might get her. But that never would do! Beth, as you embrace the storm, so I embrace elemental you. What Immense Silence by Michael R. Burch What immense silence comforts those who kneel here beneath these vaulted ceilings cavernous and vast? What luminescence stained by patchwork panels of bright glass illuminates drained faces as the crouching gargoyles leer? What brings them here�" pale, tearful congregations, knowing all Hope is past, faithfully, year after year? Or could they be right? Perhaps Love is, implausibly, near and I alone have not seen it... But if so, still I must ask: why is it God that they fear? Published in The Bible of Hell Lay Down Your Arms by Michael R. Burch Lay down your arms; come, sleep in the sand. The battle is over and night is at hand. Our voyage has ended; there's nowhere to go... the earth is a cinder still faintly aglow. Lay down your pamphlets; let's bicker no more. Instead, let us sleep here on this ravaged shore. The sea is still boiling; the air is wan, thin... Lay down your pamphlets; now no one will "win." Lay down your hymnals; abandon all song. If God was to save us, He waited too long. A new world emerges, but this world is through... so lay down your hymnals, or write something new. Bittersight by Michael R. Burch for Abu al-Ala Al-Ma'arri To be plagued with sight in the Land of the Blind, �"to know birth is death and that Death is kind�" is to be flogged like Eve (stripped, sentenced and fined) because evil is "good" in some backwards mind. Golden Rue by Michael R. Burch Love has the value of gold, if it's true; if not, of rue. "Golden Rue" is a pun on "golden rule" and the fact that rue (regret) is seldom seen as golden. Why the Kid Gloves Came Off by Michael R. Burch for Lemuel Ibbotson It's hard to be a man of taste in such a waste: hence the lambaste. Siren Song by Michael R. Burch The Lorelei's soft cries entreat mariners to save her... How can they resist her seductive voice through the mist? Soon she will savor the flavor of sweet human flesh. Rounds by Michael R. Burch Solitude surrounds me though nearby laughter sounds; around me mingle men who think to drink their demons down, in rounds. Now agony still hounds me though elsewhere mirth abounds; hidebound I stand and try to think, not sink still further down, spellbound. Their ecstasy astounds me, though drunkenness compounds resounding laughter into joy; alloy such glee with beer and see bliss found. Nothing Returns by Michael R. Burch A wave implodes, impaled upon impassive rocks... this evening the thunder of the sea is a wild music filling my ear... you are leaving and the ungrieving winds demur... telling me that nothing returns as it was before, here where you have left no mark upon this dark Heraclitean shore. Musings at Giza by Michael R. Burch In deepening pools of shadows lies the Sphinx, and men still fear his eyes. Though centuries have passed, he waits. Egyptians gather at the gates. Great pyramids, the looted tombs �"how still and desolate their wombs! �" await sarcophagi of kings. From eons past, a hammer rings. Was Cleopatra's litter borne along these streets now bleak, forlorn? Did Pharaohs clad in purple ride fierce stallions through a human tide? Did Bocchoris here mete his law from distant Kush to Saqqarah? or Tutankhamen here once smile upon the children of the Nile? or Nefertiti ever rise with wild abandon in her eyes to gaze across this arid plain and cry, "Great Isis, live again! " Published by Golden Isis and The Eclectic Muse (Canada) Leave Taking (I) by Michael R. Burch Brilliant leaves abandon battered limbs to waltz upon ecstatic winds until they die. But the barren and embittered trees lament the frolic of the leaves and curse the bleak November sky. Now, as I watch the leaves' high flight before the fading autumn light, I think that, perhaps, at last I may have learned what it means to say goodbye. Published by The Lyric, Borderless Journal (Singapore) , Mindful of Poetry, Silver Stork Magazine, and There is Something in the Autumn (anthology) Con Artistry by Michael R. Burch The trick of life is like the sleight of hand of gamblers holding deuces by the glow of veiled back rooms, or aces; soon we'll know who folds, who stands... The trick of life is like the pool shark's shot�" the wild massé across green velvet felt that leaves the winner loser. No, it's not the rack, the hand that's dealt... The trick of life is knowing that the odds are never in one's favor, that to win is only to delay the acts of gods who'd ante death for sin... and death for goodness, death for in-between. The rules have never changed; the artist knows the oldest con is life; the chips he blows can't be redeemed. Self Reflection by Michael R. Burch for anyone struggling with self-image She has a comely form and a smile that brightens her dorm... but she's grossly unthin when seen from within; soon a griefstricken campus will mourn. Yet she'd never once criticize a friend for the size of her thighs. Do unto others�" sisters and brothers? Yes, but also ourselves, likewise. Ah! Sunflower by Michael R. Burch for and after William Blake O little yellow flower like a star... how beautiful, how wonderful we are! Originally published by Borderless Journal (Singapore) no foothold by michael r. burch there is no hope; therefore i became invulnerable to love. now even god cannot move me: nothing to push or shove, no foothold. so let me live out my remaining days in clarity, mine being the only nativity, my death the final crucifixion and apocalypse, as far as the i can see... brrExit by Michael R. Burch what would u give to simply not exist�" for a painless exit? he asked himself, uncertain. then from behind the hospital room curtain a patient screamed�" 'my life! ' fog by michael r. burch ur just a bit of fluff drifting out over the ocean, unleashing an atom of rain, causing a minor commotion, for which u expect awesome GODS to pay u SUPREME DEVOTION! ... but ur just a smidgen of mist unlikely to be missed... where did u get the notion? grave request by michael r. burch come to ur doom in Tombstone; the stars stark and chill over Boot Hill care nothing for ur desire; still, imagine they wish u no ill, that u burn with the same antique fire; for there's nothing to life but the thrill of living until u expire; so come, spend ur last hardearned bill on Tombstone. Starting from Scratch with Ol' Scratch by Michael R. Burch for the Religious Right Love, with a small, fatalistic sigh went to the ovens. Please don't bother to cry. You could have saved her, but you were all tied up complaining about the Jews to Reichmeister Grupp. Scratch that. You were born after World War II. You had something more important to do: while the children of the Nakba were perishing in Gaza with the complicity of your government, you had a noble cause (a religious tract against homosexual marriage and various things gods and evangelists disparage.) Jesus will grok you? Ah, yes, I'm quite sure! Your intentions were noble and ineluctably pure. And what the hell does THE LORD care about Palestinians? Certainly, Christians were right about serfs, slaves and Indians. Scratch that. You're one of the Devil's minions. thanksgiving prayer of the parasites by michael r. burch GODD is great; GODD is good; let us thank HIM for our food. by HIS hand we all are fed; give us now our daily dead: ah-men! (p.s., most gracious & salacious HEAVENLY LORD, we thank YOU in advance for meals galore of loverly gore: of precious delicious sumptuous scrumptious human flesh!) Sometimes the Dead by Michael R. Burch Sometimes we catch them out of the corners of our eyes�" the pale dead. After they have fled the gourds of their bodies, like escaping fragrances they rise. Once they have become a cloud's mist, sometimes like the rain they descend; they appear, sometimes silver like laughter, to gladden the hearts of men. Sometimes like a pale gray fog, they drift unencumbered, yet lumbrously, as if over the sea there was the lightest vapor even Atlas could not lift. Sometimes they haunt our dreams like forgotten melodies only half-remembered. Though they lie dismembered in black catacombs, sepulchers and dismal graves; although they have committed felonies, yet they are us. Someday soon we will meet them in the graveyard dust blood-engorged, but never sated since Cain slew Abel. But until we become them, let us steadfastly forget them, even as we know our children must... This poem was recited by Carla Maria Gnappi to her English literature class in Italy, along with other poems of mine, during a study of the poetry of William Blake. Orpheus by Michael R. Burch for and after William Blake I. Many a sun and many a moon I walked the earth and whistled a tune. I did not whistle as I worked: the whistle was my work. I shirked nothing I saw and made a rhyme to children at play and hard time. II. Among the prisoners I saw the leaden manacles of Law, the heavy ball and chain, the quirt. And yet I whistled at my work. III. Among the children's daisy faces and in the women's frowsy laces, I saw redemption, and I smiled. Satanic millers, unbeguiled, were swayed by neither girl, nor child, nor any God of Love. Yet mild I whistled at my work, and Song broke out, ere long. FIRST ON HELLO Les Bijoux ("The Jewels") by Charles Baudelaire loose translation/interpretation by Michael R. Burch My lover nude and knowing my heart's whims Wore nothing more than a few bright-flashing gems; Her art was saving men despite their sins�" She ruled like harem girls crowned with diadems! She danced for me with a gay but mocking air, My world of stone and metal sparking bright; I discovered in her the rapture of everything fair�" Nay, an excess of joy where the spirit and flesh unite! Naked she lay and offered herself to me, Parting her legs and smiling receptively, As gentle and yet profound as the rising sea�" Till her surging tide encountered my cliff, abruptly. A tigress tamed, her eyes met mine, intent... Intent on lust, content to purr and please! Her breath, both languid and lascivious, lent An odd charm to her metamorphoses. Her limbs, her loins, her abdomen, her thighs, Oiled alabaster, sinuous as a swan, Writhed pale before my calm clairvoyant eyes; Like clustered grapes her breasts and belly shone. Skilled in more spells than evil imps can muster, To break the peace which had possessed my heart, She flashed her crystal rocks' hypnotic luster Till my quietude was shattered, blown apart. Her waist awrithe, her breasts enormously Out-thrust, and yet... and yet, somehow, still coy... As if stout haunches of Antiope Had been grafted to a boy... The room grew dark, the lamp had flickered out, Till firelight, alone, lit each glowing stud; Each time the fire sighed, as if in doubt, It steeped her pale, rouged flesh in pools of blood. Published by Lush Stories, The Erotic Salon and loovebook BeMused by Michael R. Burch You will find in her hair a fragrance more severe than camphor. You will find in her dress no hint of a sweet distractedness. You will find in her eyes horn-owlish and wise no metaphors of love, but only reflections of books, books, books. If you like Her looks, meet me in the long rows, between Poetry and Prose, where we'll win Her favor with jousts, and savor the wine of Her hair, the shimmery wantonness of Her rich-satined dress; where we'll press our good deeds upon Her, save Her from every distress, for the lovingkindness of Her matchless eyes and all the suns of Her tongues. We were young, once, unlearned and unwise... but, O, to be young when love comes disguised with the whisper of silks and idolatry, and even the childish tongue claims the intimacy of Poetry. Resurrecting Passion by Michael R. Burch Last night, while dawn was far away and rain streaked gray, tumescent skies, as thunder boomed and lightning railed, I conjured words, where passion failed... But, oh, that you were mine tonight, sprawled in this bed, held in these arms, your breasts pale baubles in my hands, our bodies bent to old demands... Such passions we might resurrect, if only time and distance waned and brought us back together; now I pray these things might be, somehow. But time has left us twisted, torn, and we are more apart than miles. How have you come to be so far�" as distant as an unseen star? So that, while dawn is far away, my thoughts might not return to you, I feed your portrait to banked flames, but as they feast, I burn for you. Progress by Michael R. Burch There is no sense of urgency at the local Burger King. Birds and squirrels squabble outside for the last scraps of autumn: remnants of buns, goopy pulps of dill pickles, mucousy lettuce, sesame seeds. Inside, the workers all move with the same très-glamorous lethargy, conserving their energy, one assumes, for more pressing endeavors: concerts and proms, pep rallies, keg parties, reruns of Jenny McCarthy on MTV. The manager, as usual, is on the phone, talking to her boyfriend. She gently smiles, brushing back wisps of insouciant hair, ready for the cover of Glamour or Vogue. Through her filmy white blouse an indiscreet strap suspends a lace cup through which somehow the n****e still shows. Progress, we guess, ...
and wait patiently in line, hoping the Pokémons hold out. Poppy by Michael R. Burch "It is lonely to be born." - Dannie Abse, "The Second Coming" It is lonely to be born between the intimate ears of corn... the sunlit, flooded, shellshocked rows. The scarecrow flutters, listens, knows... Pale butterflies in staggering flight ascend the gauntlet winds and light before the scything harvester. The winsome buds of cornflowers prepare themselves to be airborne, and it is lonely to be shorn, decapitate, of eager life so early in love's blinding maze of silks and tassels, goldened days when life's renewed, gone underground. Sad confidante of worm and mound, how little stands to be regained of what is left. A tiny cleft now marks your birth, your reddening among the amber waves. O, sing! Another waits to be reborn among bent thistle, down and thorn. A hoofprint's cleft, a ram's curved horn curled inward, turned against the heart, a spoor like infamy. Depart. You came too late, the signs are clear: whose world this is, now watches, near. There is no opiate for the heart. Originally published by Borderless Journal Child of 9-11 by Michael R. Burch a poem for Christina-Taylor Green, who was born on September 11,2001 and died at the age of nine, shot to death... Child of 9-11, beloved, I bring this lily, lay it down here at your feet, and eiderdown, and all soft things, for your gentle spirit. I bring this psalm�"I hope you hear it. Much love I bring�"I lay it down here by your form, which is not you, but what you left this shellshocked world to help us learn what we must do to save another child like you. Child of 9-11, I know you are not here, but watch afar from distant stars, where angels rue the evil things some mortals do. I also watch; I also rue. And so I make this pledge and vow: though I may weep, I will not rest nor will my pen fail heaven's test till guns and wars and hate are banned from every shore, from every land. Child of 9-11, I grieve your gentle life, cut short. Bereaved, what can I do, but pledge my life to saving lives like yours? Belief in your sweet worth has led me here... I give my all: my pen, this tear, this lily and this eiderdown, and all soft things my heart can bear; I bring them to your final bier, and leave them with my promise, here. Upon a Frozen Star by Michael R. Burch Oh, was it in this dark-Decembered world we walked among the moonbeam-shadowed fields and did not know ourselves for weight of snow upon our laden parkas? White as sheets, as spectral-white as ghosts, with clawlike hands thrust deep into our pockets, holding what we thought were tickets home: what did we know of anything that night? Were we deceived by moonlight making shadows of gaunt trees that loomed like fiends between us, by the songs of owls like phantoms hooting: Who? Who? Who? And if that night I looked and smiled at you a little out of tenderness... or kissed the wet salt from your lips, or took your hand, so cold inside your parka... if I wished upon a frozen star... that I could give you something of myself to keep you warm... yet something still not love... if I embraced the contours of your face with one stiff glove... How could I know the years would strip away the soft flesh from your face, that time would flay your heart of consolation, that my words would break like ice between us, till the void of words became eternal? Oh, my love, I never knew. I never knew at all, that anything so vast could curl so small. "Upon a Frozen Star" was my first attempt at blank verse. Of Civilization and Disenchantment by Michael R. Burch for Anais Vionet Suddenly uncomfortable to stay at my grandfather's house�" actually his third new wife's, in her daughter's bedroom �"one interminable summer with nothing to do, all the meals served cold, even beans and peas... Lacking the words to describe ah! , those pearl-luminous estuaries�" strange omens, incoherent nights. Seeing the flares of the river barges illuminating Memphis, city of bluffs and dying splendors. Drifting toward Alexandria, Pharos, Rhakotis, Djoser's fertile delta, lands at the beginning of a new time and 'civilization.' Leaving behind sixty miles of unbroken cemetery, Alexander's corpse floating seaward, bobbing, milkwhite, in a jar of honey. Memphis shall be waste and desolate, without an inhabitant. Or so the people dreamed, in chains. An Obscenity Trial by Michael R. Burch The defendant was a poet held in many iron restraints against whom several critics cited numerous complaints. They accused him of trying to reach the 'common crowd, ' and they said his poems incited recitals far too loud. The prosecutor alleged himself most artful (and best-dressed) ; it seems he'd never lost a case, nor really once been pressed. He was known far and wide for intensely hating clarity; twelve dilettantes at once declared the defendant another fatality. The judge was an intellectual well-known for his great mind, though not for being merciful, honest, sane or kind. Clerics loved the 'Hanging Judge' and the critics were his kin. Bystanders said, 'They'll crucify him! ' The public was not let in. The prosecutor began his case by spitting in the poet's face, knowing the trial would be a farce. 'It is obscene, ' he screamed, 'to expose the naked heart! ' The recorder (bewildered Society) , well aware of his notoriety, greeted this statement with applause. 'This man is no poet. Just look�"his Hallmark shows it. Why, see, he utilizes rhyme, symmetry and grammar! He speaks without a stammer! His sense of rhythm is too fine! He does not use recondite words or conjure ancient Latin verbs. This man is an impostor! I ask that his sentence be... the almost perceptible indignity of removal from the Post-Modernistic roster! ' The jury left, in tears of joy, literally sequestered. The defendant sighed in mild despair, 'Might I not answer to my peers? ' But how His Honor giggled then, seeing no poets were let in. Later, the clashing symbols of their pronouncements drove him mad and he admitted both rhyme and reason were bad. Ann Rutledge's Irregular Quilt based on "Lincoln the Unknown" by Dale Carnegie I. Her fingers "plied the needle" with "unusual swiftness and art" till Abe knelt down beside her: then her demoralized heart set Eros's dart a-quiver; thus a crazy quilt emerged: strange stitches all a-kilter, all patterns lost. (Her host kept her vicarious laughter barely submerged.) II. Years later she'd show off the quilt with its uncertain stitches as evidence love undermines men's plans and women's strictures (and a plethora of scriptures.) III. But O the sacred tenderness Ann's reckless stitch contains and all the world's felicities: rich cloth, for love's fine gains, for sweethearts' tremulous fingers and their bright, uncertain vows and all love's blithe, erratic hopes (like now's) . IV. Years later on a pilgrimage, by tenderness obsessed, Dale Carnegie, drawn to her grave, found weeds in her place of rest and mowed them back, revealing the spot of the Railsplitter's joy and grief (and his hope and his disbelief) . V. For such is the tenderness of love, and such are its disappointments. Love is a book of rhapsodic poems. Love is an grab bag of ointments. Love is the finger poised, the smile, the Question �" perhaps the Answer? Love is the pain of betrayal, the two left feet of the dancer. VI. There were ladies of ill repute in his past. Or so he thought. Was it true? And yet he loved them, Ann (sweet Ann!) , as tenderly as he loved you. The Celtic Cross at Île Grosse by Michael R. Burch "I actually visited the island and walked across those mass graves [of 30,000 Irish men, women and children], and I played a little tune on me whistle. I found it very peaceful, and there was relief there." - Paddy Maloney of The Chieftains There was relief there, and release, on Île Grosse in the spreading gorse and the cry of the wild geese... There was relief there, without remorse, when the tin whistle lifted its voice in a tune of artless grief, piping achingly high and longingly of an island veiled in myth. And the Celtic cross that stands here tells us, not of their grief, but of their faith and belief�" like the last soft breath of evening lifting a fallen leaf. When ravenous famine set all her demons loose, driving men to the seas like lemmings, they sought here the clemency of a better life, or death, and their belief in God was their only wealth. They were proud folk, with only their lives to owe, who sought the liberation of this strange new land. Now they lie here, ragged row on ragged row, with only the shadows of their loved ones close at hand. And each cross, their ancient burden and their glory, reflects the death of sunlight on their story. And their tale is sad�"but, O, their faith was grand! wild wild west-east-north-south-up-down by michael r. burch each day it resumes�"the great struggle for survival. the fiercer and more perilous the wrath, the wilder and wickeder the weaponry, the better the daily odds (just don't bet on the long term, or revival) . so ur luvable Gaud decreed, Theo-retically, if indeed He exists as ur Bible insists�" the Wildest and the Wickedest of all with the brightest of creatures in thrall (unless u somehow got that bleary Theo-ry wrong too) . I wrote this poem after discovering the poetry of e. e. cummings while reading poetry independently in high school. My "cummings period" started around 1974 at age 15-16. I believe this poem was the first of its genre. I seem to remember working on it my sophomore and junior years, making mostly minor revisions in 1975. i (dedicated to u) i. i move within myself i see beyond the sky and fathom with full certainty: this lifes a lethal lie my teachers try to tell me that they know more than i (and well they may but do they know shrewd TIME is slipping by and leaving us all to die?) i shout within myself i stand up to be seen but only my eyes watch as i rise and i am left between the nightmare of "REALITY" and sleeps soothing scenes and both are only dreams i cry out to my "friends" but none of them can hear i weep in dark frustration but they swim beyond my tears i reach out to assist them but they cannot find my hand they all believe in "GOD" yet all of them are damned come, my self, come with me move within your shell cast aside such "enlightenment" and let us leave this living hell ii. i watch the maidens play their fickle games of love and is this is what life is of then i have had enough all my teachers tell me to adjust to SOCIETY yet none of them will venture how (false) it came to be this gaud, SOCIETY i watch the maidens play and though i want them much i know the illusion of their purity would shatter at my touch leaving annihilated truth to be pieced together to dispel the lies that accompany youth i watch the maidens play and know that what i want i cannot take because then it would be gone iii. i watch the lovely maidens i search their sightless eyes i find that only darkness lies behind each guise i try to touch their feelings but they have been replaced by intelligence and manners and tact and social grace i want to make them love me but they cannot love themselves and though they seek love desperately and care for little else they stand little chance of much more than romance for a few days i try to friend the men but they have even less for they want nothing more than whatever seems "the best" their hollow, burnt-out eyes reveal their souls have flown and all that loss has left is a strange, sad fear of debt and a love for things of gold ive. ive never seen a day break but ive seen a life shatter it was mine and i suppose it still is: all ten thousand pieces id. id like to put it together (someONE please tell me how!) for i am out of the glue called u that held my life together i.e. and i wish that u and i were through but whatever u do dont say that we are! Cycles by Michael R. Burch I see his eyes caress my daughter's breasts through her thin cotton dress, and how an indiscreet strap of her white bra holds his bald fingers in fumbling mammalian awe... And I remember long cycles into the bruised dusk of a distant park, hot blushes, wild, disembodied rushes of blood, portentous intrusions of lips, tongues and fingers... and now in him the memory of me lingers like something thought rancid, proved rotten. I see Another again�"hard, staring, and silent�" though long-ago forgotten... And I remember conjectures of panty lines, brief flashes of white down bleacher stairs, coarse patches of hair glimpsed in bathroom mirrors, all the odd, questioning stares... Yes, I remember it all now, and I shoo them away, willing them not to play too long or too hard in the back yard�" with a long, ineffectual stare that years from now, he may suddenly remember. Sunset, at Laugharne by Michael R. Burch for Dylan Thomas At Laugharne, in his thirty-fifth year, he watched the starkeyed hawk career; he felt the vested heron bless, and larks and finches everywhere sank with the sun, their missives west�" where faith is light; his nightjarred breast watched passion dovetail to its rest. * He watched the gulls above green shires flock shrieking, fleeing priested shores with silver fishes stilled on spears. He felt the pressing weight of years in ways he never had before�" that gravity no brightness spares, from sunken hills to unseen stars. He saw his father's face in waves which gently lapped Wales' gulled green bays. He wrote as passion swelled to rage�" the dying light, the unturned page, the unburned soul's devoured sage. * The words he gathered clung together till night�"the jetted raven's feather�" fell, fell... and all was as before... till silence lapped Laugharne's dark shore diminished, where his footsteps shone in pools of fading light�"no more. No One by Michael R. Burch No One hears the bells tonight; they tell him something isn't right. But No One feels no need to rush: he smiles from beds soft, green and lush as far away a startled thrush flees screeching owls in sinking flight. No One hears the cannon's roar and muses that its voice means war comes knocking on men's doors tonight. He sleeps outside in awed delight beneath the enigmatic stars and shivers in their cooling light. No One knows the world will end, that he'll be lonely, without friend or foe to conquer. All will be once more, celestial harmony. He'll miss men's voices, now and then, but worlds can be remade again. These Hallowed Halls by Michael R. Burch a young Romantic Poet mourns the passing of an age... A final stereo fades into silence and now there is seldom a murmur to trouble the slumber of these ancient halls. I stand by a window where others have watched the passage of time�"alone, not untouched. And I am as they were�"unsure, for the days stretch out ahead, a bewildering maze. Ah, faithless lover�"that I had never touched your breast, nor felt the stirrings of my heart, which until that moment had peacefully slept. For now I have known the exhilaration of a heart having leapt from the pinnacle of Love, and the result of each such infatuation... the long freefall to earth, as the moon glides above. These Hallowed Halls by Michael R. Burch a young Romantic Poet mourns the passing of an age... I. A final stereo fades into silence and now there is seldom a murmur to trouble the slumber of these ancient halls. I stand by a window where others have watched the passage of time�"alone, not untouched. And I am as they were ...unsure... for the days stretch out ahead, a bewildering maze. II. Ah, faithless lover�" that I had never touched your breast, nor felt the stirrings of my heart, which until that moment had peacefully slept. For now I have known the exhilaration of a heart having vaulted the Pinnacle of Love, and the result of each such infatuation... the long freefall to earth, as the moon glides above. III. A solitary clock chimes the hour from far above the campus, but my peers, returning from their dances, heed it not. And so it is that we fail to gauge Time's speed because He moves so unobtrusively about His task. Still, when at last we reckon His mark upon our lives, we may well be surprised at His thoroughness. IV. Ungentle maiden�" when Time has etched His little lines so carelessly across your brow, perhaps I will love you less than now. And when cruel Time has stolen your youth, as He certainly shall in course, perhaps you will wish you had taken me along with my broken heart, even as He will take you with yours. V. A measureless rhythm rules the night�" few have heard it, but I have shared it, and its secret is mine. To put it into words is as to extract the sweetness from honey and must be done as gently as a butterfly cleans its wings. But when it is captured, it is gone again; its usefulness is only that it lulls to sleep. VI. So sleep, my love, to the cadence of night, to the moans of the moonlit hills' bass chorus of frogs, while the deep valleys fill with the nightjar's strange bullfrog-like trills. But I will not sleep this night, nor any; how can I�"when my dreams are always of your perfect face ringed by soft whorls of fretted lace, and a tear upon your pillowcase? VII. If I had been born when knights roamed the earth and mad kings ruled savage lands, I might have turned to the ministry, to the solitude of a monastery. But there are no monks or hermits today�" theirs is a lost occupation carried on, if at all, merely for sake of tradition. For today man abhors solitude�" he craves companions, song and drink, seldom seeking a quiet moment, to sit alone, by himself, to think. VIII. And so I cannot shut myself off from the rest of the world, to spend my days in philosophy and my nights in tears of self-sympathy. No, I must continue as best I can, and learn to keep my thoughts away from those glorious, uproarious moments of youth, centuries past though lost but a day. IX. Yes, I must discipline myself and adjust to these lackluster days when men display no chivalry and romance is the 'old-fashioned' way. X. A single stereo flares into song and the first faint light of morning has pierced the sky's black awning once again. XI. This is a sacred place, for those who leave, leave better than they came. But those who stay, while they are here, add, with their sleepless nights and tears, quaint sprigs of ivy to the walls of these Hallowed Halls. At the Natchez Trace by Michael R. Burch for Beth I. Solitude surrounds me though nearby laughter sounds; around me mingle men who think to drink their demons down, in rounds. Beside me stands a woman, a stanza in the song that plays so low and fluting and bids me sing along. Beside me stands a woman whose eyes reveal her soul, whose cheeks are soft as eiderdown, whose hips and breasts are full. Beside me stands a woman who scarcely knows my name; but I would have her know my heart if only I knew where to start. II. Not every man is as he seems; not all are prone to poems and dreams. Not every man would take the time to meter out his heart in rhyme. But I am not as other men�" my heart is sentenced to this pen. III. Men speak of their 'ambition' but they only know its name... I never say the word aloud, but I have felt the Flame. IV. Now, standing here, I do not dare to let her know that I might care; I never learned the lines to use; I never worked the wolves' bold ruse. But if she looks my way again, perhaps I will, if only then. V. How can a man have come so far in searching after every star, and yet today, though years away, look back upon the winding way, and see himself as he was then, a child of eight or nine or ten, and not know more? VI. My life is not empty; I have my desire... I write in a moment that few men can know, when my nerves are on fire and my heart does not tire though it pounds at my breast�" wrenching blow after blow. VII. And in all I attempted, I also succeeded; few men have more talent to do what I do. But in one respect, I stand now defeated; In love I could never make magic come true. VIII. If I had been born to be handsome and charming, then love might have come to me easily as well. But if had that been, then would I have written? If not, I'd remain; damn that demon to hell! IX. Beside me stands a woman, but others look her way and in their eyes are eagerness... for passion and a wild caress? But who am I to say? Beside me stands a woman; she conjures up the night and wraps itself around her till others flit about her like moths drawn to firelight. X. And I, myself, am just as they, wondering when the light might fade, yet knowing should it not dim soon that I might fall and be consumed. XI. I write from despair in the silence of morning for want of a prayer and the need of the mourning. And loneliness grips my heart like a vise; my anguish is harsher and colder than ice. But poetry can bring my heart healing and deaden the pain, or lessen the feeling. And so I must write till at last sleep has called me and hope at that moment my pen has not failed me. XII. Beside me stands a woman, a mystery to me. I long to hold her in my arms; I also long to flee. Beside me stands a woman; how many has she known more handsome, charming, chic, alarming? I hope I never know. Beside me stands a woman; how many has she known who ever wrote her such a poem? I know not even one. "Sea Dreams" is one of my longer and more ambitious early poems, along with the full version of "Jessamyn's Song." To the best of my recollection, I wrote "Sea Dreams" around age 18 in high school my senior year, then worked on in college. It appeared in my poetry contest notebook and thus was substantially complete by 1978. Sea Dreams by Michael R. Burch I. In timeless days I've crossed the waves of seaways seldom seen... By the last low light of evening the breakers that careen then dive back to the deep have rocked my ship to sleep, and so I've known the peace of a soul at last at ease there where Time's waters run in concert with the sun. With restless waves I've watched the days' slow movements, as they hum their antediluvian songs. Sometimes I've sung along, my voice as soft and low as the sea's, while evening slowed to waver at the dim mysterious moonlit rim of dreams no man has known. In thoughtless flight, I've scaled the heights and soared a scudding breeze over endless arcing seas of waves ten miles high. I've sheared the sable skies on wings as soft as sighs and stormed the sun-pricked pitch of sunset's scarlet-stitched, ebullient dark demise. I've climbed the sun-cleft clouds ten thousand leagues or more above the windswept shores of seas no vessel's sailed �" great seas as grand as hell's, shores littered with the shells of men's 'immortal' souls �" and I've warred with dark sea-holes whose open mouths implored their depths to be explored. And I've grown and grown and grown till I thought myself the king of every silver thing... But sometimes late at night when the sorrowing wavelets sing sad songs of other times, I taste the windborne rime of a well-remembered day on the whipping ocean spray, and I bow my head to pray... II. It's been a long, hard day; sometimes I think I work too hard. Tonight I'd like to take a walk down by the sea �" down by those salty waves brined with the scent of Infinity, down by that rocky shore, down by those cliffs I'd so often climb when the wind was tart with the tang of lime and every dream was a sailor's dream. Then small waves broke light, all frothy and white, over the reefs in the ramblings of night, and the pounding sea �"a mariner's dream�" was bound to stir a boy's delight to such a pitch that he couldn't desist, but was bound to splash through the surf in the light of ten thousand stars, all shining so bright! Christ, those nights were fine, like a well-seasoned wine, yet more scalding than fire with the marrow's desire. Then desire was a fire burning wildly within my bones, fiercer by far than the frantic foam... and every wish was a moan. Oh, for those days to come again! Oh, for a sea and sailing men! Oh, for a little time! It's almost nine and I must be back home by ten, and then... what then? I have less than an hour to stroll this beach, less than an hour old dreams to reach... And then, what then? Tonight I'd like to play old games�" games that I used to play with the somber, sinking waves. When their wraithlike fists would reach for me, I'd dance between them gleefully, mocking their witless craze �"their eager, unchecked craze�" to batter me to death with spray as light as breath. Oh, tonight I'd like to sing old songs�" songs of the haunting moon drawing the tides away, songs of those sultry days when the sun beat down till it cracked the ground and the sea gulls screamed in their agony to touch the cooling clouds. The distant cooling clouds. Then the sun shone bright with a different light over sprightlier lands, and I was always a pirate in flight. Oh, tonight I'd like to dream old dreams, if only for a while, and walk perhaps a mile along this windswept shore, a mile, perhaps, or more, remembering those days, safe in the soothing spray of the thousand sparkling streams that tumble into this sea. I like to slumber in the caves of a sailor's dark sea-dreams... oh yes, I'd love to dream, to dream and dream and dream. "Sea Dreams" is one of my longer and more ambitious early poems, along with the full version of "Jessamyn's Song." For years I thought I had written "Sea Dreams" around age 19 or 20. But then I remembered a conversation I had with a friend about the poem in my freshman dorm, so the poem must have been started by age 18 or earlier. Dating my early poems has been a bit tricky, because I keep having little flashbacks that help me date them more accurately, but often I can only say, "I know this poem was written by about such-and-such a date, because..." Alien Nation by Michael R. Burch for J. S. S., a Christian poet who believes in "hell" On a lonely outpost on Mars the astronaut practices "speech" as alien to primates below as mute stars winking high, out of reach. And his words fall as bright and as chill as ice crystals on Kilimanjaro �" far colder than Jesus's words over the "fortunate" sparrow. And I understand how gentle Emily must have felt, when all comfort had flown, gazing into those inhuman eyes, feeling zero at the bone. Oh, how can I grok his arctic thought? For if he is human, I am not. Note: The coinage "grok" appears in Robert Heinlein's classic sci-fi novel Stranger in a Strange Land. The novel's protagonist, Valentine Michael Smith, was raised on Mars by enlightened Martians, and he often feels out of sorts on Earth, where he struggles to grok (understand deeply and profoundly) earthlings and their primitive, often inhuman, ways. Keywords/Tags: These Hallowed Halls, ivy, college, university, school, class, classmates, students, study
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