Complicated Sadness

bottled up sadness...

Living with my sadness.

Thats been with me for a very long time.

I try to make it go away,

but it never wants to leave.

I do things to myself,

just to make me forget.

But when I blink its still there.

Sometimes I can't even breathe.

My future seems bleek,

as I live with my past.

Trying to take steps foward,

with regets of my mistakes.

I know their has to be happiness,

hiding somewhere in me.

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[Blade & Blood (The ..]

Hey! I think I remember this one. ^^ I remember reading it and thinking, "Hey! This sounds like Christianity: Live in the past for guilt and the future for dread." lol!

Glad to see this one again! :)

Eternally Yours.