Deep Inside My Mind

suffocated on trends...hoping i might die.

I can't fight the urges in me,

everything isn't okay.

I Gotta fight society,

I can't beleive what I see.

I Suffocate on the trends that are around me.

I face each day

with some kind of high.

I just don't know

when i'm gonna die,

living in my lies,

frustrations eating me alive,

feeling rage inside, 

I run and hide,

can't even get helped if I tried,

living in this world is hell.

Drinking my sorrows wearing upside down smile,

feeling the rocks on the bottom.

 

 

Somtimes I feel like I'm falling from this world.

But When I blink 

I relize

I was just dreaming again.

I can't explain whats happended to me.

Is it me

or is it you.

I Light my cigarette

As I watch life from this veiw,

I can't feel the pain anymore,

hoping death will engulf my conscience,

allowing the bliss to help me

pass from this world to the next.

Society is a trap

don't fall in it,

just look around

you notice it too.

Prevent this from happening to you.

Want to be free,

fight the world each day,

don't go away

just stay.

The tumoil will turn

when the world burns.

I Walk the streets,

looking for someone to meet.

I watch life pass around me,

like flipping stations on a T.V. screen.

Everyone is faceless.....

faceless and all just the same,

polishing their lies,

friends meet you in a smiles.

Whats happen to this place I know.

I can't stand what its become.

Gotta get away,

but I can't find that way.

Living in a post war chaos.....

My vendetta against society