Knock ...Knock

Knock…Knock ….. is what I heard at the door to my heart.

I looked though the peep hole and saw you standing there.

I did not ask who is because I was not completely sure if I wanted an answer, unsure if I wanted you to know me completely aside from our brief encounters

 I knew we had chemistry but I am tired of me opening doors only to have it knocked off its hinge when it’s being shut!

Knock…knock…knock wow the knock is persistent and getting louder. I’m still peaking and I see you feeling the urgent need to get inside but I am afraid….I’m unsure.

Through the peep hole I can see the wanting in your eyes not for the physical but the mental and spiritual that lies

Is this just want I want to see or is it our destiny

I cracked the door and said YES! You said please baby let me in I replied I’m afraid let’s just talk with the door half cracked……

Through the crack of the door I can see the light, different hues of greens and pink and yellow easing my soul tricking my mind into letting you in

 is a trick ? could it be real? I open the door a little wider….

Wider I open the door…..

You cease to speak and gaze so lovingly in my eyes my hand releases the door and it opens completely

Still unsure I don’t invite you in

I began to reminisce about all the times I've open the door and were its left me

I snap out of the trance that your gaze had me step back and closed the door.

My heart racing as I peek through the peek hole

You knock...knock

I say ,SORRY NO SOLICITING HERE…………I’ll call you after I fix me ! No more surprises.

hopefully you will willingly open your door if and when I knock if it is truly meant to be………….. please knock knock no more! There is healing to be done inside of me. I don't want you to enter a broken me!

Author's Note

These things that I post are raw! I wrote this about 4yrs ago, I need guidance on making them better. Please feel free to share your thoughts! These are really my journal entries from my daily writing.

Reviews

[Jack...]

Miaishia, This was nicely done. I like how you project your meaning. I have healing to do but I hope you are around when I get there. Very cool.