Nothing Like Sadness in the Sun

Talking about feeling alone and misunderstood

Life is an adventure of all kinds

Including the emotions that we feel each day

Today is a day that made me sad (at least for this moment)

I woke up with a plan but that plan turned out to be a moot point

So sadness crept in where happiness was scheduled

To make it works it was on a sunny day

Who likes crying in the sun on a clear and bright shining day

Blue skies decorate my vision

The picturesque of a happy life

I don't get why I'm sad now

Perhaps its because I don't have anyone with me to enjoy this feeling of bliss

This is the perfect day to smile, yet I am stoic with a tinge of despair

As I sit here I ponder different thoughts and simultaneously try suppress the tears of the heart

Or is it tears of the soul?

Either way these tears always come up when I have time to reflect on myself and others

The state of affairs feels lonely

And all I can do right now is feel them

What is the answer to this moment?

Should I embrace it?

Should I solve it?

I don't know but all I can do now is try something that I haven't done in a while and that is express it

Expression through word, through poetry

Perhaps it will make me feel better

Or at least it will let the world know that I'm here in this point in time

I'm experiencing one of the many things that come about living

Sometimes I wish that I didn't have to feel these things

Yet at the same time I have these feelings for a reason

Valid reasons that I'm still discovering the etymology to

As if I could simplify the human experience to a word for a moment

And trace up the tree of origin to a satisfying answer

I cant or I can't?

Time will tell