Bled Throughout tha years

what it is

Bled through tha years

 

Now every glance reflects disease

Fed up wit what reminds these

memories

Jus a tease of what could be

Or could've cuz now its never

Tryin 2 b smart but ain't nunthin clever

Should've known better

Now I jus feel these things until I'm numb

Subconcious overload goin dumb

Wish there was only one

But now I'm left wit none

Tryin 2 get some

Some face tha facts but continue

Some try 2 run

Lookin 4 whats new on tha menu

I say I'm done

 

Bled throughtout tha years

 

U kno its funny when u try outsmart people

It backfires and ur humbled by ur equal

Maybe their be a sequel

That's only if u neva learned

I guess this time tha sting got 2 really burn

Lesson hard earned

Neva neva neva neva eva again will I...

...ever go through this again but still I

sometimes wonder and drift

Into imaginations of all these different chicks

U might say I'm sick

Others call it like it is and say its wrong

But I ain't tryin 2 hear that, cuz I'm head strong

Yeah I'm dead wrong

But u probably couldn't tell me nuthin about nuthin cuz my head's gone

 

Bled throughout tha years

 

U would've thought wit this blood spilled on tha ground

I wouldn've had tha courtesy to calm it down

I can't stop now

It ain't my blood so I continue slay

Any rat or roach that get in my way

If feels like I'm flyin but I'm jus trippin harder

Fell right on my face when I ran into this lady and her daughter

I came there wit my ego and misconceptions

She slayed them both wit her honesty and deadly questions

But what really shook me

Was tha way of how she mistook me

Guess it was a double shocker

Cuz I was hopin 2 have some stories 4 tha boys at tha locker

Didn't know what stopped her

But then on our last conversation

tha conversatin brought about some revalations

(eye-opener)

Neva, eva, eva, eva, would I've ever guessed

This woman carried so much on her chest

I think its best

If I leave and u neva hear from me again

Long enuff until u forget about tha "back then"

Someone give me a napkin

And dab this little bit of blood dry

I seemed 2 have been leakin out tha corner of my eye

Can't figure why

Tha next time I saw her face

It looked like tha ghosts from my past of an early place

 

Bled throughout tha years

 

Wit all this blood leakin from my face

Can't explain from why my eyes seem to be tha only place

Leaves a copper taste

Right now I'm overly stressin

heathing between breaths of my selfish confession

hope I learned my lesson

Cuz I kno no matter how many times I apologize

I will neva change tha way she sees me in her eyes

But then from my eyes lookin at tha mirror

Stares back a demon whose complex is inferior

Dear Lord I pray You to guide me

Lead me not unto temptation as you walk beside me

This last experience was a sign

For me to step it up, its grown man time

Right now, I know I don't need a lady

I'm learnin from past and reflectin on tha lately

And as far as bein shady

No more games, no more of my promiscuous ways

I'm turnin ova a new leaf, startin off a new day

I apologize to all those I hurt in our past

My foolishness is laid to rest at last

 

Bleed no more tears, eyes are clear

Reviews

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Phenomenal. Rhythm and flow are full circle, even in this, what seems to be your earliest piece here. Promiscuity and mischief can lead us down a dark road Micah. I'm glad that you've allowed God to reveal his light to you.^^

Sorry I neglected your genius for so long. You need to come back and show the world brother.^^

-Shaun/Dream