The pain of being a replacement

Idk I'm just really sad lately the picture I used for this is something I drew my self I didn't know what to use as the picture so I decided to use her

The three of us had been together since infantry. We were the closest three people could be but then things started to change Alec started to change he started to hate me and love mina he split the three of us apart and we pretended it wasn't happening that we were still the same but then it happened someone snuffed out her light we were just kids then after that alic and i parted ways.years passed and then fait brought us back together he no longer hates me but now I'm her replacement she and i had always looked alike. He wants me to be her but I'm not and i never will be.