Write and Write

A Screenplay by Melody

I'm not like some writers where I can write and write, I take breaks, forget my words, but when it can come naturally, I like to write. If I have force a few lines, then that's fine by me, but if I have to lie and lie then I don't want to write and write.
I don't want to be the next small but big thing, I don't want to be the big but small thing, I don't want to be the big thing, and I don't want to be the small thing. I want to be the one that people can read and they can just simply enjoy. I would also like if I got just some random message one day saying that they can't stand my writing. My "haters" they don't admit they don't like me.
Sometimes I wish that I could just write and write, but then I look at that option and think "no. You know you don't need it, you write just fine, don't be confident, be you. That's what words are for."
If I don't know what to write, then I write. If I do know what to write, I sit there and think that it's a fake thought.
I never want to just write and write, I just want to write.