LETTER TO MY DADDYA Story by Melodie. M.It's a letter a girl writes to God, in an attempt to apologize for her wrongs and find her way to daddy's loving armsDear God, Can I talk to you? Lately our relationship has not been the same and I miss you. I searched deep into myself and realized that its me who grew distant. I got too busy and didn’t have time for you. Too busy dealing with problems that were weighing me down, problems that got me distressed, stressed and worried. I thought I could handle them by myself but the more I tried I got nowhere. I forgot that I had You. You would always listen to me pour my heart out and cry and You would make it all better. I forgot to trust you and let you handle everything and I’m sorry. Whenever I talked to you I would always complain how life is unfair and how everything was falling apart. I forgot that I should also tell you how awesome you are, how amazing your grace truly is.. I forget to thank you for all the good things in my life; loving family, awsam friends and for everything in my life. I realize that each day is a gift and not a given right, you could just as easily take it away. I forget to thank you every day fir the little things…a full set of teeth that I can smile, two legs that can walk , eyes that can see, ears that can hear, a brain that functions and for a body that works perfectly. You made me beautifully and wonderfully, and for that I am thankful. I have done things I am not proud of, things I am very remorseful about. You see into my heart and know how much it hurt that I went against your rules. I have hurt people’s feelings and broken their trust, I have said things that I wish I could take back, I have thought things that I wouldn’t like anyone but you to know and most of all , I pushed you away and thought I could make it on my own. Sometimes I ask you for something and get angry when I don’t get it. Its not because you wont give it to me but it may not be the best for me at the time. Help me to know that you have my best interest at heart. And when my prayer get answered, I will remember to thank you,. So here I am, asking you, Oh please, Daddy please, come take my hand and walk with me. I promise that I will not try to be strong and pretend that I am super woman. I may be all grown up but I am still your little girl and I need my Father. You are a God who has all things but still You want me. That is love. There is no grater love than yours and for anyone to want to live to through life without having experienced it is a shame. I know you love me and want only the best for me. I love you, always have and always will. With Love, Your Child. Melodie
© 2012 Melodie. M.Author's Note
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1 Review Added on September 10, 2012 Last Updated on September 10, 2012 Tags: forgiveness, Daddy, sorry, God, letters AuthorMelodie. M.Nairobi, KenyaAboutI'm just a girl who has a passion for words and i love to write and share my thoughts. I'm 20 years old. I love rock music , Sidney Sheldon is my inspiration and for me, color purple rocks!!! more..Writing
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