Enigmatic

Rhythms of emotions and reflections upon occurances.

 

08/07/13

Reveling

Without shame

Celebrating the fantastic!

08/10/13

I've surely before done

Lesser things with my time

Than loved someone

Deserving.

08/11/13 (10 a.m.)

I would rather cry in

longing and gratuitous

Rememberance of some (thing)

Wonderful, Beautiful,

Than over a dark

Impenetrable hole in my heart

Any day.

08/11/13 (11 a.m.)

I don't feel any

Differently for you,

I just feel more of what I

Already felt.

And I am grateful,

For it is not

Regret.

08/15/13

Forgive me.

I said something about your smile

And scared you.

08/16/13

(I was) Surprised to hear from you this morning.

I know the shove-off when I feel it.

I can't say I blame you,

I just don't throroughly understand.

(Do we still have Marishka Hargitay?)

08/17/13 (I)

I can't help but smile a little

Knowing I must've done something right and well.

For if I hadn't,

You'd have nothing to fear.

I do wish I knew,

But you won't let me in on that, will you?

Out of your need to protect yourself

Even from the likes of me,

If not especially?

(II)

You who projects me

Outside my comfort zone

May very well yourself miss-out out of fear.

It is sad,

But I'll try to smile -

For I am flattered and glad of

What you have let be

And made of me.

 

 

Author's Note

Art by Selena Fenech.