Bad timing

I was with him but always thinking of you,

You can judge me for being Naive,

For thinking you had changed with the belief that you could pull me from the cave

And I know it hurts,

Don't tell me I don't fell it too

Not a single person is perfect,

But it is my belief that I am perfect for you

No one can see you the way I see you, 

Breathe you in the way that I do,

You are the one I run to,

The one that I thought I could turn to when I had pills in my hand,

Although you are helping me up,

It feels like I am sinking in quicksand

I spit harsh 

My attitude is rash,

When it comes to love,

You are not my first,

But I want you to be my last

I live life so miserable,

there is not much left that I have to offer,

Especially when you're living life like an author

A hopeless girl... In love with the wrong man

Standing in line because she is more than ready to "kick the can"

You make me happy,

But there in front of me sits both my friend and darkest enemy

The drugs

And they're bringing me down a road that I am so afraid to turn out of

I don't believe in humans as possession...

But if I did you would be mine for the taking,

There's not much left to say because my tongue hurts too bad to keep speaking,

It's cause of these damn oxys,

I just wish I was sleeping 

Author's Note

Just let me know what you think. Bad or good. Any feedback is good feedback to make progress!

Reviews

[Re-Pete]

raw and real. have faith & keep fighting the good fight. your words are touching ...

[KCthelastboyscout]

A sad tale of addiction. But in the end love will always win.maybe there's hope.a somber and raw story filled with human emotion

[KCthelastboyscout]

A sad tale of addiction. But in the end love will always win.maybe there's hope.a somber and raw story filled with human emotion

[Nebula]

Humans are a chimera
Unreliable and deceitful

Sad and intense poem