FlightA Story by Melanie Dickens SharpWhen Grandma Juney
jumped through a plate glass window and fell two stories into father’s beloved
azalea bush below, Cassidy was too young to remember much. Other than an image of
father shaking his head at the millions of little glass shards decorating the
crumpled, pink flowers, the incident existed in her mind only from countless
retellings. Sometimes, Cassidy would ask, “Why did she jump?” The response was
always the same, “Your grandmother was sick.” “Like cancer?” she’d
ask. “No, not like
cancer.” Cassidy usually reserved these questions for
father; mother had taken to sitting in Grandma Juney’s second floor sitting
room, staring out the same window from which her mother had leapt to her death.
By the time Cassidy turned 16, mother rarely left the sitting room, taking all
her meals from a blue, overstuffed armchair in the middle of the dusty room.
Cassidy would sometimes join mother and sit silently at the foot of the chair,
feeling anxious and scared. Once, after working up her nerve for over a month, Cassidy
reached up to place her hand on mother’s and asked, “Do you ever think about
jumping out the window?” A smile crept
across mother’s face and she said, “Yes, I guess I do sometimes.” The next week,
Cassidy came home from school to see a large, white van with flashing lights in
her driveway. She watched as two men in black loaded a stretcher covered with a
white sheet into the back of the van. Father knelt by his azaleas, picking
pieces of glass out the pink blooms. Later, she watched as he snapped the door to
the second floor sitting room shut and locked it with an old, clunky key. He
turned to Cassidy and said, “Stay out.” The door remained
locked until father’s death. The night Cassidy returned to the family home with
her husband and daughter in tow, she opened father’s bedside drawer and felt
around until her hand struck something cold and heavy. She executed a series of
pushes, jiggles, and pulls until she heard a dull thud as the key turned over
in the lock. Moonlight poured into the room, casting branching shadows across
the worn carpet. Cassidy felt the blue, overstuffed armchair calling out to her
to sit, and so she crossed the room and sunk into its warmth. As she sat,
staring out the plate glass window, footsteps approached. “Mommy,” said a
small voice. Cassidy turned and motioned to her daughter to come near. The
child knelt on the floor beside the armchair. They sat in silence for some time
until the child reached up to place her hand on top of Cassidy’s and asked, “Are
you going to jump out the window?” Cassidy looked
down at her daughter’s face and felt a sense of calm wash over her. She wiped a
strand of hair off the child’s forehead, smiled, and said, “Someday.” © 2017 Melanie Dickens SharpFeatured Review
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