The Green-Eyed Monster

A monster in control.

Is this what it's come to?
Have my feelings for you really made me zealous of her?
One of my best friends?
I seem to hate her at times,
Just because of what you've done to me.
I see you with her right now,
As I write this
And I just want to cry.
I am crying, on the inside.
It's my own fault,
I should just stop feeling for you,
But even when I tell myself I have no feelings for you,
I can't bare to see your arm around her.
Or when you hold her hand.
I get mad at her
And I hate you with everything I have.
I guess what I'm really trying to say is,
I wish I'd never met you
And I never want to see you again.

Reviews

[Blossom]

This is really good. I can feel the pain and jealousy that has been written and I guess the truth is no matter how much we love someone, we have to think about if they're happy no matter who they're with. its really painful but you learn from feelings such as this.