Depression, but he was there.

not really sure

if i hadn't found Jesus why would i be dead? it's kind of hard to explain, but i'll try.

last year i was diagnosed with depression, and i was really lost. there were several times i wanted to kill myself. i felt like there was a big void in my life but i couldn't figure out what it was. one day i realized that i hadn't prayed in a really long time, and it occured to me that the further away from God i got, the worse things got for me, the sadder i was, and the more i wanted to die. i went to this camp over the summer in florida, and i was able to just sit on the beach and think, and i heard Him speak to me. ever since then my entire outlook on life has completely changed. i'm stronger, happier, and just feel a lot better about myself.