Lost

I used my body to numb the pain

from the love that would not be reciprocated.

Only him.

Only him.

I had to let him love me physically

because mentally 

he did not want to care for another

the way he once cared for her. 

But she shattered him

and he shattered me in return.

The love I wanted became lust 

and I lost myself in his bed,

in his touch.

I don't know who I am anymore.

I'm just a shadow of the person I used to be.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Eliza Mae]

Such a sad and, yet, true reality for a lot of people in lost relationships.

Thank you for sharing this, Aimee :)