Reality

how my mind works bothers me .

I don't always show on the outside how i truly feel within because treating people poorly is a sin . 

alot of times i'm sad and don't want people to know so I hide my frown and put on quite a show .

I have terrible anxiety and i worry way too much I try and ignore it hoping that will do the trick but everytime i do that it seems to make me sick .  sometimes I feel like my problems are eating me alive and I struggle just to survive. I don't know what to do most days I keep telling myself maybe it's just a phase .

I try to stay optimistic and believe things will eventually go away but these things that bother me make me think they're always here to stay .