Im

Ill start this out by laughing

Because I cant understand how

A boy like you, would dream of me

Why this is happening now

Im lazy and boring

Im loud and Im mean

Im an a*****e with no worries

Im nothing that I seem

You see a pretty face

and a smile to match the worth

But everyone before you

Has left me broken and hurt

Im angry and Im tired

Im worn out, tossed aside

Im sad and Im alone

And you think that's just fine

Im not questioning your senses

Im not dumbing down your mind

I just look at myself,

then you, and wonder why

Im rude and Im obnoxious

Im a careless, total mess

Im jaded and stained

What you see, Im much less

A boy like you is smart

and your heart is pure and kind

And mine is full of pain

The kind to be left behind

Im confused and Im fragile

Im needy and I cling

A constant sense of disappointment

I leave with everything

Someone like you deserves warmth

And Im afraid Ill chill your bones

Some things I dont deserve

But your kiss, it doesnt know

Im manipulative and cruel

And ill devour that very heart

Because a love that you are wishing

I just dont know where to start

When I smile I feel creasing

In the fading of my cheeks

Which now are grey with aging

I know not what your heart seeks

Im simple and Im grateful

Im honest and Im true

But what would a girl like me

Deserve from a guy like you

Reviews

[Dark Tower]

Beautifully expressive. Well written