PledgeA Poem by Megan E Twenter
I sit here and lose myself
in the thoughts of years ago In the images that pass Of a once so happy home And I am still connected through the heart to those I love but the ones I've lost, so many are the ones forever gone I look up in the mirror and I'll smile though its broke my teeth are crooked, my skin is dry your vision is life's tole I used to want to do things Go to school, have a good job But it seems I've lost myself too admist the inner angry mob the music never plays and my voice it never sings the silence is my favorite for i dont hear anything the lights, they never shine my eyes, they never see the darkness is my favorite for I see less of me I remember when I was four my house smelled of lemon pledge and my mother weighed 100 pounds more and my dad, he made her laugh It was right after that birthday when the house had smelled of must with empty boxes filling with the resonating dust My mother laughs no longer and she's skinnier than me If I were to see her smile now I wouldnt recognize her teeth I was always told how much we looked alike from the day that I was born And now thats I'm older I'm feeling just as worn But its funny how your smile after years and months have passed still spreads like fire inside me as if my blood was full of gas and its funny how your laughter makes me feel like im four again in my bugs t shirt playing lucky ducks there it is, the lemon scent
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Added on October 31, 2013 Last Updated on November 1, 2013 Author
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