Missed You All Along

So here we are again

staring at blank walls, they're breathing

and there's no words between us

our hearts they deceive us

I cant stand the way you laugh

your smile, the way it feels

when i can sense your eyes

digging in my heels

I hate you for acting normal

and I hate you for staying sane

when all the while, I've felt on trial

and you're just numb to pain

I dont want to hurt you more

and I missed you all night long

but my heart is growing sore

you know I've missed you all along

I can't take another second

watching you, wanting to cry

and no matter how we beg and beckon

we depart with a heavy sigh

You can try to  touch me

but I no longer feel the words you speak

I know what's fair, and these secrets you share

were never mine to keep

I hate you for acting normal

and I hate you for staying sane

when all the while, I've felt on trial

and you're just numb to pain

I dont want to hurt you more

and I missed you all night long

but my heart is growing sore

you know I've missed you all along

I dont want to hear you sing

another line, another lie 

Either I'm getting taller, or you're feeling smaller

but that's alright, cause I feel fine

I can't wait to see you crumble

Hanging on to your last breath

to tear you down, watch you fall on the ground

until you have nothing left

I used to wait for you to call

or just to hear anything at all

I used to wonder just how it would be

if I could always have you here with me

I hate you for acting normal

and I hate you for staying sane

when all the while, I've felt on trial

and you're just numb to pain

I dont want to hurt you more

and I missed you all night long

but my heart is growing sore

you know I've missed you all along

I used to wait for you to call

or just to hear anything at all

I used to wonder just how it would be

if I could always have you here with me

Reviews

[zainul]

Wonderful write.
A song of crying soul.