I Just Am

Is it trapped inside?

Or am I just trapped

Coughing up a lung

with every slight laugh

maybe im bad

and i know that its true

i guess i just dont care

if its being bad to you

Maybe im lonley

and your touch makes me sick

and all the bullshit you make up

anyone could take a whiff

maybe im heartless

and a little bit cruel

but i guess thats what happens

when you act like a fool

maybe im stupid

and i cant see the light

and maybe im wrong

for doing everything right

maybe im apathetic 

towards the feelings you claim

cause everything you say

will always sounds the same

maybe im just human

and you dont know how to love

all you want is to win

but what are you fighting for

maybe im just tired

of writing pointless words you dont care to read

and thats what gets me up-fired

cause im everything you need

im sorry im not perfect

and that i cant hold you hand

and our relationship is s**t

and that im just a better friend

and im sorry i cant love you

the way youre calling out to me

and the way you speak, the way you look

is just something i cant believe

its not my fault you hurt me

and its not your fault i guess

and i know im hard to be with

im just a hopeless mess

but i can try harder

to be decent and be kind

and believe you when you say

im the only one on your mind

but you gotta give me lee-way

cut me a little break

and trust me when i say

you aren't someone i forsake

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

Straight forward . No ambiguity about it . Thanks for sharing ...:)

[The Nude Writer]

Well I think you covered it all. Really great write :)

[Adam Lebzo -RonninWarri..]

like all the questions and incertainity
nice