don't kill me

you're already a mess lel

just kidding
kill me
but no, for real
kill me
kill me before i do
it'll make it easier
because i'm weaker
kill me before i make a step towards another painful mess
skin my mask off
reel my neck off
give me that medicinal headshot

yo, i'm not sad, i'm just stressed, my thoughts been following me like a goddamn midnight mugger, and i forgot my way home, of f**k it, what home?

we're one with the song
many with the words
a hundred psychiatric wards
inside my head, i forget to check and they'll stack my debt
let me rest
before i do
it'll make it easier
because i'm eager
to let it-

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[John the Baptist]

I used to work on a crisis hotline and the words of this offering sound very familiar. The despair and anxiety come through very strongly. I hope this one
isn't autobiographical.