clock disease

What if darkness spares him
Will he fall into emptiness?
Mother warned him of the clock disease
However there's no bread to eat
And there's no wife to breed
Father ran away
Sister bought her way out
By selling herself out
What will he do when the drift drifts away
And the vows get carried away
Am I to watch and walk the same roads he turns into rivers
By each step being brought by one salty tear?
Do you hear me God?