I didn’t pop a pill, I didn’t annihilate a fetus
I am not, a cold-blooded murderer
That schemed the splatter of blood
Before the splatter of water
I am the keeper of what is freely given
Fate’s endowment, a stranger’s inheritance, god’s intervention
A legacy of one act of love, in one fateful hour
A flower that bloomed in me
Suckling every drop of vitality within me
A parasite that I grew to love and not loathe
A creature semi"lit by the flames of my genes
And darkened by the shadow of my mortality
I was a lover for one night, a mother for an eternity
Me, the bit** who spread her legs to welcome love
And me, the she-wolf who will spread her legs to welcome life
A perennial woman with many hued aliases
Lover of one gender but not of one soul
Mother to one fetus semi-orphaned by fate
Woman of passion and compassion
Bearer of two breasts, bridges between blood and milk, feeding man and child
And apically a mortal in every dimension
Bearer of shame and guilt between two ears
Keeper of life between two hips
Reservoir of unspoken love between two breasts
The dream within the nightmare
The perfection within the imperfection
Love unbridged by an umbilical cord
And preserved in a tender lingering gaze
A miracle schemed by fate and unveiled by time
Love that might not move mountains
But can move any residue of hate