How I wish....

A poem I wrote a few weeks ago.

oh, how I wish I could be a tall skinny blue eyed blonde girl. Everyone would love me & want to be around me.

Instead, I'm stuck being a short, chubby mixed eye colored, brunette.

Just once I wish I actually had a chance to compete with the other girls, but I know I'll never have a chance.

No one wants someone like me.

Maybe in some other life I'll be loved, but I guess in this life I'm not meant to be in love.