My stay at Dad's house

So that Tuesday, what can I say? It sucked. It was the start of the school year all over again, only difference, Claire now also hated me. I couldn't believe what I had done, I had lost all my friends, and moved in with a crazy person. Great! Life couldn't get any better right?
"B***h." Taylor mouthed as I walked by.
"I'm glad you finally realized it." I said, when I saw Kelly standing there.
"How could you Allie?" Kelly asked.
"I told you, I'm a b***h. I'm sorry, but I'm sick and tired of pretending. I am my fathers daughter." I said, trying so hard not to cry. I had acted like my father, I had to admit it. I was my parents daughter. There was no question about that now.
"What is your problem, you've never acted like this before!" Taylor yelled.
"Really? Cause I did the same thing when I stole Jason from you, when I tricked David to kiss me. And than Todd. I feel kinda bad for y'all, seeing how y'all actually believed and trusted me. But at the same time, I don't really. Y'all are all so dumb! Especially Claire! She is so gullible!" I don't know how I was able to stand myself, I felt physically sick, I wanted to beat myself up. They would never talk to me again, but maybe, maybe it was better that way. At least I would know they were safe.
"Will you just go away you B***h." Kelly said. She had never cussed, let alone to call me a b***h. I hated this, so much.
"Fine!" I managed to say. I walked off down the hall. I saw Jason at his locker, I thought about going to talk to him when this b***h came over and, I could believe it. She just walked up and started kissing him, and he didn't push her away. Before I could stop myself I was standing in front of them. "Jason!" I yelled
"Allie. Hey, what's up s**t." he said like he had said it so many times before.
"You already have a new girlfriend?" I asked trying to hide my pain.
"Why do you care? Don't you have some other poor boy to use?"
"Jason, stop!" I was almost to tears.
"How sorry honey, this is the S**t. S**t, this it Rachael." he said.
"Hey. Jason told me all about you. I can't believe you could ever do something that mean to such a sweetie." she said then she started to kiss him.
"Jason, please, you know I love you!" I yelled and instead of acting like he was listening, or cared, he just made out with, Rachael. I couldn't take, I ran off to the girls bathroom, and cried. I had never skipped school a day in my life, until then. I had to get out of there, so I went to the mall, which sucked, but I couldn't go to dad's house. I didn't want dad to come after them. I had to act like I just didn't care about school, even though I did, a lot. I loved to learn, history and math were my favorite classes, I had always wanted to be a teacher, but if my life keep going like this, I could forget all about that job.
I wished, I wished I could tell everyone what was going on, but I didn't. I should of told some one, but I didn't. I had to have proof dad was still dangerous, they believed me, but that didn't mean a thing to the cops, I needed solid proof. I just had to stick around him for a while, watch him closely. At three I finally went home, or to dad's apartment. He was in my room when I got there. "Where were you?" he asked, I could see the dark look in eyes, he hadn't changed, I just had to push him enough, and he would crake.
"I was at the mall, I kissed Kelly's boyfriend Friday night, and didn't want to go to school today. He is hot, but I would never go out with the loser." I said, I was acting like his daughter, and it scared me.
"Your school called, to tell your mom you weren't there. She called me, she's worried about you." he said.
"It's an act. Remember she hates me? You even said she always has. She just wants me to go back so I can baby sit. Well I don't wanna spend all my free time baby sitting, I'd rather be partying." I didn't know where I was getting this crap from, but I just keep going with it.
"Allie, you need to stop rebilling. I know this isn't you." he said.
"Why do you care? You never really loved me anyways. You know what I really don't want to talk about this anymore. Just tell her I'm fine, and hi." I said
"Ok, I will. I love you Allie, that's why I care. I have always loved you, even if you couldn't see it." I was trying not to let him see, but I was shaking, all over. There was something, about the way he said I love you, that made a chill go down my spine.
I wish I could have been born into some other family, or at least to another couple, or that I wasn't the oldest. I wished I could just be normal, have a normal life. Have friends that I didn't have to shield from my life, a boyfriend I didn't feel so responsible for keeping safe and happy, I wished I was someone else. I told Jason I wasn't special, maybe now he believed me, seeing how I was just a lying, cheating, bitchy, s**t. I couldn't stop thinking about him kissing that girl. How could he do that to me? How could I of broken his heart like that? Maybe I was no better than my father.
Dad let me stay home all week, he told the school I had the flu, I don't know why he did it, but he did. He didn't have a job yet, but he had been looking, no one would hire him though, because he was fresh out of prison. I kinda felt bad for him. We slowly started talking, I keep my guard up at all times, though. He knew I wasn't talking to the girls anymore. I had to keep up that whole act, at some point I think I started to truly buy into it. I hated that fact, but I couldn't stop myself, I had become this b***h I was pretending to be. I had hoped that I would be able to be myself again someday, for now it was good I was believing it myself. If I actually believed it, than it would be more believable.

A couple of weeks later, two before my birthday actually, dad and I were chilling out at home, catching up. "So are we still going to that movie tonight?" dad asked. We had gotten kinda close, it was weird, but kinda nice. I had fallen into his spell, and seeing how everyone who could pull me out of it, no longer was talking to me, I was stuck.
"Yeah can't wait." I said. I was keeping this role up around everyone, that I had almost forgotten life before. That was until I saw the girls in school, or Jason making out with Sally; his new girlfriend, or got a text from Mike. I wished, at those moments, that I could go back, but it was to late. I went into my room to get dressed, I was really excited, we were going to see Disney's, A Christmas Carol. I had been wanting to see that since they started advertising it. I had been wearing my pajamas all day. I had my door pushed closed, it wasn't shut, not all the way. It was open just a little. I had just gotten out of the shower, so obviously I had no clothes on. I had my back to the door. Then I heard it come open, I turned around to shut it before dad walked by, turns out it was pushed open.
He grabbed me before I could even finish turning around. He threw me down on the bed, I tried to fight him. My mind shut off on the new me, and went back to the old me. What was I going to do? Dad started kissing my neck. "Please, dad, stop. Please!" I begged as she started reaching for my b**b. I had to get away from him, but how? How? He started kissing me more. I tried fighting but couldn't. I would have screamed, but I didn't want the a bunch of strangers seeing me like this. Dad started kissing down my stomach, when there was a knock on the door, it distracted dad, just long enough for me to get away and run out of the room, I ran towards the door. Dad grabbed me and held me against the floor.
"HELP!" I screamed. Someone was out there, probably mom. She would save me, I knew she would. "Help please somebody! H�" he gagged me. I keep trying to shout but it didn't work. Than the door bust down. I looked over, and it was Jason. Why, or how, I don't know. All I know, is that he was there. Which meant the world to me, if I only wasn't being held on the cold, dirty floor, with nothing on, with my father standing over me.
"Well looky here" dad said. "We have someone trying to play hero." I looked over at Jason, which was hard because, he was behind me, I was scared and worried, why had he come back? I had to win this, and I couldn't risk his life.
"Let her go!" Jason said.
"Why should I do what you say?" dad asked. I was so mad at Jason for going out with seven girls since we broke up, yes he had become a player, but I was just happy someone was there trying to save me, that I didn't think about that. Dad stood up and started pushing Jason, I grabbed clothes from the laundry basket near by, I was suppose to have put those clothes up early, and never did, Thank Goodness!
"Dad Stop!" I yelled, I had put on some sweat pants and one of Jason's shirts that I had stolen, I didn't have a bra in that basket, I didn't have time to put one on anyways, I had to stop them from killing each other. Dad pushed Jason into the wall. "JASON!" I yelled. This was not how this was suppose to, this was why I kissed Todd. This was why I had changed into this b***h, so I wouldn't be able to get him back, I was mad at him, and I loved him, and I was so scared. I was stupid at this part, I ran over and pushed dad down, and it sounded like he hit his head on the table.
"Allie!" Jason, finally, said. I ran over a kneeled beside dad when I knew Jason was awake. "Come on baby we have to get out of here! Now!" he yelled.
"Jason, I think he hit his head." I said, I was so scared. I didn't want to kill him, did I?
"Baby, lets go! Now!" Jason said trying to get me to follow him, but as soon as he got me to stand up, I felt a hand on my ankle.
"Jason!" I yelled, he had such I tight grip on my ankle that I couldn't move. When Jas looked down and saw what was going on, he kicked dad. Yeah, I know, but it worked! See he kicked him, in the ribs so yeah��dad let go and we ran into Jason's car a drove, though I didn't know where we were headed, that I saw that some one was in his backseat�

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[Morgan]

What little i have of the next, and possibly last chapter is better, haven't had a chance to finish it yet, hopefully after thanksgiving i'll be able to....

[Rose Elizabeth]

:) AWSOME!