Court Date.....

Jason and I fell asleep holding each other. It was so nice to go to sleep in his arms. I had my alarm clock set so I would make sure I got in time to get ready, and help Mickey and Abby get ready for court. I wish I could've just stayed there, in Jason's arms forever. It was so nice. We were sound asleep when all the sudden, I heard a car door outside, then the front door opened. I leaned over Jason (both of us still had our clothes off by the way) and looked out the window. I started to freak out when I saw my mom's car in the front yard.
"Morning baby." Jason said with a slight yarn. "Baby what's the matter?"
"Mom's home." I forced myself to say with wide eyes.
"What!!!!" He was flipping out. I was too.
"Jason quick go hid in my closet and take your clothes." I yelled at him as I throw on my bathrobe, and ran in the bathroom and wet my hair so it looked like I had just got out of the shower. I walked out of the bathroom as she came up the stairs.
"Your finally home?" I said as I pushed past her and went into my room.
"Where's your sibling?" she looked worried and mad.
"At Taylor's. I didn't feel like playing grown up last night, so I told them you were at work and asked if they would watch them for me. I was about to go get them." I said quietly. Trying to hide all feels as the thought of the day, and the event that would start in a few hours, came to mind.
"I'll go get them, after all I'm there mother."
"Only went it's convenient for you!" I know I shouldn't of started that. I mean I was hiding my (hopefully dressed) boyfriend in my closet, I really had no right to say anything to her about convenience.
"Excuse me?" She wasn't in the mood for a fight and neither was I.
"Never Mind. I'm sorry, I'm just scared." I said rolling my eyes. I wanted to tell her off so badly, but I couldn't not now anyways.
"I'm going to go get the kids, Be dressed and ready to help get them dressed when I get back." she said. I sat on my bed for a second to make sure she was gone than�. "Allie!" she called back up the stairs. With in seconds she was back in my doorway.
"What?" I said with as little attitude as I possibly could.
"I want you to wear," she said walking over to my closet door. I could hardly breathe. I ran in front of her.
"Which dress, mom, just describe it to me?"
"Move Allison." oh the first name card�.next came the middle name, and than the grounding, and the fight, what was I going to do?
"Why can't you just describe it to me?" I said as nicely as I could.
"Why can't you just move? Now Allison Diamond Stevens!" OH NO! There it was. The full name! Now what?
"My closet is a big mess. I haven't had a change to clean it out and I don't want you to hurt yourself mom, especially not today." I said sweetly trying to keep my breathing steady.
"I'm not going to ask you again Allison! Move!" Oh no. Not good. She started pushing me out of the way. Apparently I wasn't that great of a liar after all.
"Mom no!" I said as she opened my closet door. Jason was dressed, well kinda. I could see him, cause I was looking for him. Her, not unless she looked though my dirty clothes. Which I could only hope she didn't.
"Wear this dress." She said after a minute of looking. Than I saw her going towards the shoes, this was it, I was going to die. I couldn't tell if he was dressed, half way dressed, or nowhere near dressed. I was so scared, I didn't need this, not now, not after a wonderful night, and a day that could go either way. Right now it was leaning towards bad, I was scared to see how the rest of the day would end up.
"Mom, I can find matching shoe's. Why don't you go get the kids, I'm sure they are wondering where we are by now." I had to come up with something.
"Where is the match to this shoe?" she asked as she started to reach for the dirty clothes.
"It's in the play room, Abby had it yesterday." I said quickly, but it didn't work she picked up the shirt that had been covering Jason's face.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!" She screamed when she saw his head come out from under the shirt. I could than see to his shoulders and realized he didn't have his shirt on, I hoped he at least had his pants on.
I jumped back when she screamed, and my eyes got wide. "Mom I can explain!" I said I could feel the angrier raising in her.
"What is he doing here!!!!" she yelled, pointing at Jason.
"He spent the night because I didn't want to be here alone, and I didn't want to be anywhere but home." I lied. I was doing that a lot. At least to adults.
"Get up!" Mom yelled at Jason.
"Jas�?" I said giving him a look, hoping he would catch on, that meant if he wasn't wearing his jeans not to stand up.
"It's ok Allie." he said giving me a slight nod and a comforting look. He stood up and yes he was wearing his jeans. He walked past my mother and came over to me. Neither of us touched each other outta fear that she would blow up.
"What is he doing he here?" she asked trying to stay calm.
"I just told you." I said also trying to stay calm.
"No you told me a bunch of b.s. now why is he here?" she was losing her patience with me. So I answered her question��
"You really want to know why he's here?" I asked. She did a tell me now! Kinda nod.
"Allie�." Jason could tell what I was going to say, and he didn't want me to, anymore than I wanted to.
"He's here because he spent the night, after we made hot passionate love." I said really annoyed and starting to get mad.
"You what?!" She was pissed, because I got around her, she could careless is I slept with a five year old (yes I know a sick comparison, but it shows how much she hates me.) she just couldn't believe I got around her. It just made her feel guilty about sending dad to jail. That was why she left, she couldn't look in Mickey and Abby's faces, and know that she sent their father to jail, apart of her will always blame me, think it was my fault and that I lied. That I did something to make dad lose his tempter that night. I could always tell, I just didn't want to admit it, not even to myself.
"Mom stop acting like you care about me. You love Mickey, and Abby�.and Dad. You hate me! Just admit it!" I couldn't take it any more. I knew she wished I hadn't been born that I had been given up for adoption. See, mom got pageant with me in collage. It was the start of her last year. She didn't finish school, because of me. That's when she started not liking me, but she still loved me because, I was my dad's daughter. As I got older and did things, that caused them to fight over the punishments. Than I told mom what dad was doing, and, then he went to jail, she is so in love with my dad, that she choose him, over me. She would let him kill me, she just didn't want him to go to jail, that's why she tried to stop him. It had nothing to do with me. Until Mickey was born, no one at home truly loved me. Dad did, at first anyways. I don't know what happened to him, but something changed him, and I don't think it was just the drinking or a sickness, like mom tried to say it was. I think it had just finally decided to be his true self.
"Admit it!" I screamed again. I was about to cry. She just stared at me. Like I'd figured out her dirty little secret. Jason looked shocked. That was why she pushed her friends away, she couldn't stand talking bad about dad. She got Abby to think he was the hero father, every little girl dreamed of.
"ADMIT IT!" I needed to hear her say it. I don't even know why I just did.
"Fine! Your right! I wish your father had killed you that day! I only stopped him so he wouldn't go to jail!!! But he did, and it' all your fault!!!!" She yelled back. I was crying. I had always thought she hated me, but a part of me had been sure she loved me, in her own way, that part of my heart was now breaking realizing I didn't even have one loving caring parent.
"I knew it." I said choking back tears.
"What the hell is wrong with you!" Jason yelled as he put him arm around me.
"Jason don't. It's ok, really." I said still chocking back the tears. I had to stay calm for the kids. They needed me.
"No it's not ok Allie. She is your mother�"
"No Jason, I never had a real mother or father. Mickey and Abby, have a real mom, I don't know about dad. Me, I have all I need, and a parent isn't apart of that. I had to grow up with out that. The only difference, between five minutes ago and now, is I can stop kidding myself that somewhere, my mother loved me. She never did. She would've had an apportion when she found out she was pageant with me, but dad talked her out of it. She didn't want me, not than, not now."
I went and sat down on my bed. I couldn't believe I was so upset. I had always known, I just didn't admit to myself, cause I didn't want to accidentally say something to Mike. I had to calm down. I looked out my window and saw the kids crossing the street with Taylor. "The kids are coming, you might want to act like you give a damn again. Not like you did a great acting job before. Jason, if I go missing this afternoon, don't call the cops. Mickey and Abby need to stay together, she loves them. Only reason I'm still around, but if dad doesn't get off, I won't expect it to last much longer." I said glaring at my mother. I couldn't believe I had pushed this, but I had to know, before I saw dad, I had to know if mom loved me at all. I couldn't believe it0.

A few hours later I was sitting in a court room sitting beside Mickey with Jason on my other side and Taylor, Kelly, and their parents behind me. Mom was on Mickey's other side, and Abby was in her lap. Everything after the kids came home was a blur. I just kinda did what I had to, and said whatever, was needed to be said. My mind had shut off trying to understand what had happened. Jason had brought a change of cloths with him, so he got dressed at my house and stayed with me all morning, helping me get the kids ready, than I rode with him to the court house. I could not have driven so I was glade he was there. My mind remind kinda shut off, until the Judge came in and we were told to stand�.
"The honorable, Judge Cody Morris presiding." said the bailiff.
"You may be seated" said the Judge as he took his seat. "Bring in John Sam Stevens." he said once he was seated. I looked over towards the side door and watched as they brought my dad into the room wearing a pair of handcuffs. Once they got him to his seat they took them off. Dad looked over at us, Abby started waving excitingly, dad waved back while Mickey and me glared at him.
This wasn't a normal court case, it was more like a hearing, the Judge just had to talk to the people from the jail, and see how dad had been doing. And unfortunately, they all said good things, I kinda wonder what dad threatened them with.
"After listening, to all these people today," The judge said a few hours later "and looking over your recorders from the prison, I have come to a decision." I could hardly breathe. I know I skipped over all the people talking, but I kinda zoned out after the first two gave great reviews. By the time I zoned back in he was telling us his decision. Sorry if not actionie enough for you.
"John Sam Stevens, you are getting let off, on good behavior. Congratulations." The judge said with a slight smile.
"You bastured! How could you?! He is not a good man at all!" someone yelled suddenly. We all turned around to see Claire standing in the back of the room. I didn't know she was there. She had originally said her dad and her were going to be out of town that day.
"Claire, stop, please." I heard myself beg.
"No! He is a bastured!!!" she yelled again.
"Jason, do something!" Taylor said. Next thing I knew Jason was running over towards Claire, and somehow got her to go wait outside the court room with him.
"Now that, that disruption is over, John, as soon as the paper work is done you may go, but someone will be coming to check in on the kids, and your ex wife once a week."
So I'm sure your wondering why she isn't married to him, if she loves him, it was for show. So that no one would know that she loved her husband more than her eldest daughter. She wanted them to feel sorry for her, but she didn't want to hear them talk bad about him, so now she can act like he is a better man and she fall in love with him all over again because he is the man he use to be, and all that other bull crap.
"Daddy's coming home?" Abby asked sweetly and excitedly. It broke my knowing she would never understand way Mickey and I hated him, not unless he killed me, I say me cause before he could kill Mike, I would have to be dead.
"Yes he is sweetie." Mom whispered into her ear. I couldn't take it anymore, I got up and started to walk out when I heard�
"Allie, Wait." It was a voice I hadn't heard for years, since I was six years old. It wasn't the same as it had been two years ago, I started crying, a part of me thought, maybe he could change, I turned around and looked into the face of my father, a face I hadn't seen in two years, he looked so much older. His brown eyes looked so sad, it almost made me want to go give him a hug but my feet stayed planted right where they were.
"What do you want?" I forced myself to say.
"I'm sorry." if didn't hate him and my mother so much right than I would've believed him, but I didn't so I said�
"I'll believe that when I see it. Just like your so called good behavior. I don't believe you can change, not after everything you put me and Mickey though. So save your sorrys till you prove I can believe them." I said before I turned around and walked out the door of the court room and ran outside and sat on the front steps and just cried.
"Allie? Sweetie." I heard Jason say as he came outside and sat next to me.
"I'm so confused. I knew that my life would turn upside down today, but not this way. He say's he's sorry. They all say he's changed. They let him out, and mom's going to let him come back, she's going to remarry him. Right now if I believed him when he said sorry, than it seems like dad loves me when mom hates me, even after everything he did." I said with my head on his shoulder.
"It'll be ok sweetie, no matter what happens after today, I will be here for you, and that's not going to change anytime soon. I love you, and I know how hard this is for you, and that you want to be strong for Mickey, but sweetie, you have a breaking point just like everyone else. You can't carry all the emotional baggage yourself." He said. That last sentence was everything I had been thinking, but just couldn't say aloud, I was afraid it made me seem weak.
"I know." was all I could say.

The next few hours were a blur. For all I know I fell asleep. I wish I knew what all happened. I needed to be there for Mickey, but I couldn't keep it together, I had always been strong enough to help Mickey, it looked like Jason was right, I had reached my breaking point. All I know is I was at the court house, crying on Jason's shoulder, than in front of my house, than waking up in Jason's room wearing a different outfit with Jason a sleep next to me. I wore a light blue dress that went to my knees, to the hearing, and when I woke up laying next to Jas, I had on a t-shirt, and a pair of his sweat pants.
"Jas�" I said half a wake and a little freaked out.
"Allie, sweetie. What's wrong?" He asked nicely as he got up looked over at me.
"What happened after we leafed the court house?" I asked looking around confusedly.
"I took your sibling's home and you said you couldn't stay there, you asked if you could come over here, so Taylor and Kelly and stayed at your place with Mike, and we came here. We made out for a little while, but after your dress came off you fell asleep, I didn't want my parents coming seeing you half dressed so I throw some clothes on you."
"How long was I sleep?" I asked looking at the clock beside his bed. It was 2:30 p.m. Court was out at 12.
"Just and hour. I feel asleep right after I got you dressed." he said with a yawn. We had stayed up late the night before and where up early that morning, so that's why we were so tired. I didn't understand why I didn't remember any of what he just told me.
"Oh, ok." I said. I was still confused but I believed him. I knew he wouldn't do anything to hurt me. "I'm really out of it. Did they really let dad out?" I had kinda hoped that maybe, just maybe I had dreamed that part up.
"I'm afraid so baby." he said looking at me sadly. I just looked down at his comforter and nodded slightly. I haven't told y'all what his room looked like did I? I guess know is better than never�.
It was pretty simple, and very messy. Looked like a tornado had hit just his room. He had desk against on wall and selves above it. Not that you could fit anymore things on them. He had crammed some many trophies and pictures, and a few books, and just a lot of other crap. On the other wall was a t.v., P.s. 3, and dvd player. And his dresser. On the wall across form the dest was his queen sized bed. He had clothes thrown all over the place, and papers and books, I wondered how he could possible find anything in that room, and yet, at that moment, that room felt safer than my own.
"I'm going to go get us some snakes sweetie, ok?" he said, He was almost to the door when I asked�.
"Is your parents home?"
"No they're at work, they were home for lunch when we got here, why?" I crawled off the bed and walked over to him, slowly. Than I put my arms around his neck and started kissing him, I pinned him against the wall. I felt him slide his arms against my waist. His tongue was bagging for entrance into my mouth so I let him in. He explored my month for a while, before leading me to the bed. He lied me down gently and he got on top of me. I reached up under his shirt and took it off.
I felt reach under my (well his) shirt and take it off. Than he started kissing my neck, it felt so good, so right. "Blaze�." I moaned He started to go fourth down my chest. He kept going down until he got in between my breast. I felt his tongue go in between them, than I felt one of his hands go behind my back and unsnap my bra while the other was on my hip. He pulled of my bra and kissed my b***s for a while till neither of us could take it anymore, and he started kissing forth down, he pulled of the sweat pants as he did so. I reached up and undid his jeans, he kissed on down till he got to my belly button, by than I was just dying to have all of him, I could hardly stand it anymore, "Blaze�.Please" I moaned.
At that moment I felt him sit up, and pull off my underwear. I sat up and started kissing his neck as I pulled off his jeans and boxers. I reached over to the bedside table, still kissing his neck, and grabbed a condom and put it on him. As soon as it was on I laid back down, and pulled him will me. Than I felt him go inside me, it was so great. I wish it could of lasted longer, but right about that time we heard the front down close.
"Jason!" They screamed up the stairs.
"Oh crap! That's my dad!" He screamed. We jumped up and throw on our clothes. He had just barely got dressed when his dad opened his bed room door.
"Dad what you doing here?" Jason asked. He was sitting at his desk and I was sitting on his bed.
"I got off early. Allie, are you feeling any better?" his dad asked nicely.
"A little bit, Mr. Thomas. Thanks for letting me hang out here, I just needed to get away from my family till I could gather my thoughts." I said nicely.
"Your welcome, sweetie, your are more than welcome to come over when ever you like."
"Dad stop flirting with my girlfriend." Jason said with a laugh, the way he said it, I couldn't help but laugh, as well.
"Jason." his dad said given him a watch what you say next, look.
"Sorry dad." he said quietly and looking at the floor.
"It's ok son, now, who wants to go out to eat?" he asked us.
"How bout it Allie?" Jas asked.
"Sure just let me change back into my dress." I said. His dad just gave a slight nod and went back down stairs. I hadn't spent much time over there, and when I did his parents normally weren't home, I was now starting to wonder if his parents cared as much as mine?
"Blaze sweetie?" I no I shouldn't of said anything but I couldn't help it. How could his dad not care that I was wearing his sons clothes?
"Yeah babe?" he said sweetly.
"Does you dad, does he not care that I'm wearing your clothes?"
"What?�.OH! Yeah, but he probably thinks you just wanted to get out of that dress, you were really out of it when we got here, he probably thinks I let you borrow it so you could be more comfortable, I don't think he realizes I put it on you after you feel asleep while making out." he seemed to just joke it off, but I believed him anyways, one of us needed loving parents. If I couldn't be me, it needed to be him. How else could he be strong enough to handle me and all my crap.
"Ok, I was just wondering." I said.
"It's ok sweetie. So, do you want me to go wait down stairs while you change, or do you think you will need help with that?" he asked with a smile.
"I think I might need a little help." I said trying not to laugh but I wasn't succeeding. He started laughing at my failed a attempt which made me start laughing. He started kissing my neck again, it felt so good, and it was so hard to turn him down but I had to because his dad was down stairs waiting on us.
"Ok, your right sweetie, I'm going to go in the bathroom than wait down stairs ok?"
"Ok, sweetie, see you in a minute." I loved him so much, I still can't believe I ever questioned it. At times, it still seems to good to be true, but I think back to that day at school, and I realize, I'm the luckiest girl in the world. I heard Jason walk past his room and on down the hall as I got dressed. Once I was ready I went down the stairs, luckily I was quite or else I might of never heard�
"No but honestly son, what is you see her?" Mr. Thomas was asking Jason as I came down the stairs, I was halfway down and stopped. They couldn't see me from where I was.
"What do you mean dad?" Jason asked sounding annoyed. He didn't talk about his parents much, I just assumed they were loving caring parents, I was starting to wonder if I had been right or not.
"I mean, do you love her?"
"Of course."
"Do you have any doubts? At all? Even if its just about her dog?"
"She doesn't have a dog, the only thing I have a problem with is her parents, but any caring human being that had a heart and soul would have a problem with them."
"What do you mean?"
"The hearing I told you about? It was for her dad. He just got let out of jail on good behavior after two years."
"What was he in for?" Jason dad actually sounded concerned.
"For abusing Allie, and her baby brother."
"Oh�wow�" He's dad was at a lost for words, I could barely see his face, but he looked shocked and scared, and disgusted.
"Yeah, that's why Allie was so upset when we came over earlier." Jason seemed sad, and worried. I loved that he worried, but at times I felt he worried to much. It was my job to worry not his, wasn't it?
"Son, I don't want you going anywhere near her dad."
"I won't as long as he stays away from her, Mickey, and Abby." I didn't want anywhere near my father, even if it was to save me. I would handle keeping the kids away from dad, even if I had to drop out of school.
"No! Son, you are to stay away from him, no matter how close he gets to Allison, do you understand me?"
"NO." Jason said quickly, and firmly.
"You are not going near that man, if you think he is trying to hurt her or her siblings, call 9-1-1, but do not go near that man!"
"Why not?" Jason was getting mad, I had to step in, Jason wasn't losing his father, because of me and my father.
"Because Jason," I said walking down the stairs. "My father is a crazy person, and will probably kill you if you try and stop him, and I don't care how much you love me, and say you would die for me, I won't allow it. I don't even want to go near my father, I'm not making, or letting you go anywhere near him. And if he does take me, or try and hurt me, call the cops and take the kids and run to someplace safe, I'd weather die than have him hurt them."
"Me to." Jason said.
"They are not your responsibility." I said. Looking straight in his eye.
"Your not their mother, Allie, your their sister, meaning you are no more responsible for those kids than me, but you love them like a mother, because you got stuck raising them, well you need to act like a kid at some point, and your mother won't let your father hurt Mickey and Abby, will she?"
"No, she'd let him kill me if they could find away to make it seem like an accident, than Mickey would do something to kill them, and they may accidentally kill him, leaving perfect, sweet, Abby, so if he comes after me take the kids, and get them somewhere safe, he's not going to hurt them, even if it means me dying. I'm not going to let him hurt anyone else that I love."
"Sweetie, if he kills you, that will hurt everyone who loves you."
"Yes, but it will get him put away for good, which will save them in the end."
"Allison, if you think your father is trying to hurt you, or threatening you, you should call the cops. Not try and stop him." Mr. Thomas said.
I should tell you more about his parents, I guess. His dad, has the same blue eyes as Jason. He has brown hair though. He works at the fire department, he also volunteers at Gordonville adoption agency. He is a really sweet man, but he is very stuck in his ways, like he never really talked to Jason about sex. Jason just kinda figured it out from TV, and movies, and books, and teachers, and other kids. They think if they don't talk to him, he won't do it till marriage, as you can see, that didn't work. He also wants Jason to go to Harvard on a football scholarship, but Jason wants to go to Auburn and be a vet.
His mom, is very sweet. Jason tells her everything, she has been trying to get his father to back off about Harvard. She has blue eyes and blond hair, just Jason. She was the mother, everyone dreams of. Sweet; Loving; Caring; would do anything for her child; wants her child to be happy, healthy, and loved. It also start getting teary when I think, or talk about her, she treats me like a daughter. In a way, she is the mother I never had, I can't believe she is so nice to me after everything that went down, but y'all don't know about that yet, so back to the story.
"Mr. Thomas, I've been though this my whole life, I can handle, the cops won't do anything, if it's just my word against theirs."
"Theirs?" Mr. Thomas was confused. Jason, and I told him what mom said before the hearing. Than after a little longer of talking we went out to eat with his parents, his mom met us there.

Reviews

[Morgan]

I only have like a page done on the next chapter, and he didn't caught them, they are quick dressers, lol they should be in a play, they just need to make sure they remeber there underware next time. Lol. They will use the tickets soon, I'm working on getting to that point. She just gave them to him a week ago! They had a busy week. Yes Harvard has a football team, it was a shock to me to, that's why it's in my story. Who do you think Jason is most like? His dad or him mom? I love his mom, his dad, he's likable. I guess, better than hers anyways, at least his not making them break up!!!!

[Rose Elizabeth]

yay! Allie gets a mother! Haha they got caught by his dad! harverd on a football scolarship, does harvard have a football team? hmm. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Can't wait to see what happens next! I love that we get to know more about Jason's parents and now we have something to compare to. Oh and when are they going to use the cabin tickets that Allie got them? Ug! Write woman, write! I just can't get over that Jason's dad caught them when they were doing it upstairs! So funny! Finish the next chapter already!