having read the words i had written
i lay in somber solitude
soft tears slowly streaming down my weary face
i am unable to understand the nature of my own perception of reality
it seems there is a dormancy of verve
when we fall into the abyss of tedium
the resignation that corrupts the very heart of man and quashes the spirit
these tears are more than salted dew
they speak of thoughts that wander, hopeless
knowing that they will be forsaken
trapped inside this brimming cauldron of cacophonous repetition
denied their final resting place that lay within your heart
what sorrow this truth sets upon me
for i have come realize its toll
as winter now descends upon me
brisk and bright as whitened walls
i fall to find the fears from which i have forever fled
surround me in my umbral journeys
i have nothing to present to pacify the passing hours
and prudence, ever the afterthought
yet here i lay
drenched in tears that draw but one conclusion
the illusion is now the illustration that streaks across my mind's eye
like light that lived so long ago
now soaring through the silent shadows
to show us of the truth of temporal permanence
this you have awakened within me
i can only watch
as perfumed petals waft from roseate lips