Chapter 1

Finding Myself

       Sometimes in life you’re not sure why or how something’s happen it Kind of just does. Whether it’s the things you never thought were goanna happen, that end up happening but you have to stick with it. I guess I was wrong when I had the right to trust, Because that trust just kind of hung there-for now. But now was the most important time for me it’s to find myself, think through life finding myself will be the biggest journey that I can possibly take at least for now I accepted that journey.

                                    9/ 10/11

 

            I woke up early this morning, just to get a good head start in getting ready so I’m not late �" for once. But as usual I ended up painting and running to school with paint every were. I ran through the empty halls, I slowed down stopping in front of the vice principle, Mr.smith.He put his hands on his hips, I did a small grin.

                “I was just going to class” He watched me as I quietly shuffled past. I walked into Mrs. Meyers classroom she glanced up at me shook her head and looked back down to her microscope. I sat at my assigned lab table next to my lab partner/ best friend-Alec. He watched as I took my notebook and textbook out. “Late again, as usual” he said facing forward. I stuck my tongue out at him and set my books on the table, I heard him do a quiet laugh.

                Mrs. Meyer stopped talking and let us do our work. Alec turned in his chair and faced me, “Okay had this crazy dream last night and I want to hear your opinion about it” he snapped quickly, I backed away a little.

                “Do I want to know?” I asked softly, he rolled his eyes. “Its like I joined one of those singing competitions and won” He left his mouth open waiting for my response, I raised one eyebrow confused. “I’m sorry but, you sing?” I asked, his widened and he covered my mouth. “Okay never mind that I’ll show you later” he said sitting back in his chair relaxing. “Good thing you removed your hand cause I was going lick it if you hadn’t” I said.

                “Good thing I did” he said smiling

 

                “Okay so what were you going to show me?” I asked sitting on the coffee shops counter. He glanced up at me and leaned against the wall, and started to sing.  I looked to the people who looked up at him. It was not that he was bad he was actually a really good singer. Once he finished everyone stood and clapped, he grinned and looked at them then me, who was probably staring at him stupidly. I pushed myself off the counter to come towards him, I was speechless. He stared back at me “uh,was it horrible”

                I shook my head, “I can’t believe you can sing that good why didn’t you tell me?” I asked, He shrugged. “I was thinking that maybe I should audition for the X-Factor?” he asked I nodded “Yeah you defiantly should”   I said nodding.

                I looked only at the ground as we walked home, I still couldn’t find the right words to say. “Uh Celeste hello, awaken” Alec waved his hand in front of my face and I glanced up. “Are you alright” He asked concerned. I nodded and stopped walking to face him he stopped to. “I just can’t believe I’v known you for four years and not once did I notice the talent you have” I said, he rolled his eyes.

                “Don’t blame yourself for nothing I was a little scared to show off my talent” He sighed looking up at the sky disappointed with himself. “Now its time to see what my mom says” He said smiling, he started to walk away turning and doing a farewell wave I smiled and turned to face forward. I sighed just kind of standing there, I walked to my house and entered silently it was quiet except for the TV blazing off in the living room.I turned the corner smiling at Sofia my 2 year old sister She pointed at the TV.

                “Look Doggy’s” She yelled excitedly, I glanced at the TV she was watching her favorite Disney movie Lady and the tramp.I sat next to her setting her in my lap, my mother came stumbling in Dressed up and digging in her purse. “Mum is there somewhere your going?” I asked, she looked up at me and nodded.

                “There is soap in the restroom for Sofi’s bath and just make spaghetti for dinner” She said smashing red lipstick on her lips. “Mum I made Spaghetti yesterday” I say she looked at me squinting. “Than just make something else, I” she said in a irritated tone.Sofi Got off me and patted her leg. “Mommy Kiss” Sofi said standing on her tiptoes and poking her lips out. Mother looked down gasping, “Sweet mercy child you’re going to make me late” She said removing Sofi’s hands and drifting out of the house.I got up and picked Sofi up, trying shush her or calm her down from crying.

                “do you want pizza?” I asked once she was calm. She wiped away a tear and nodded. Ever since my father let three years ago and never came back my mom has gone mad going parties every night and not coming home till one in the mornings. During the weekends she just takes off. So I practically raise my sister Sofia.

 

                “I, Sofi your makin a mess” I say as She splashes the bath water laughing as she soaks me. My phone vibrated I took it out and Answered it “Celeste you won’t believe what my mom said!” Alec said excitedly. “Haud on please” I say, pulling the drain plug. Alec was laughing “What” I hissed. “Oh I just love when you’re frustrated your Scottish accent is so adorable” he answered.

                I rolled my eyes getting my sister dried up and in PJ’s.  “Can this wait?” I asked. “well just one quick thing I can do it my mom said’ was all he said before he hung up.

           

 

                   

 

 

Reviews

[ganga ramesh]

It is quite interesting, you know, the way you put things together. But, sweety....please take care of your punctuation. It sure does change the meaning and the beautiful of it all...Minus that, this is a wonderful read indeed. :)

[Hazel Stone]

Thanks for reading and i'm working on my punctuation, i'm not the best at it :/

[ganga ramesh]

Thats ok....all the best :D

[Izabe143]

I can see somthin going on between them in the future

[Kadessa (Kaddy)]

Interesting can't wait to see where you take this